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Rating: K+
Title: Doumeki's Secret
Author(s): ObsidianSilversmith
Date Written: 21 February 2011
Date Published:
Theme(s)/Summary: 700.) Doumeki's thoughts as he watches the newest rant by Watanuki.
Character(s) and/or Pairing(s): one-sided Doumeki X Watanuki
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Dedication: Mrs. Kearse, because I'm sitting in your class while you talk about Sacco and Vanzetti. Way to go US History 3rd Period!
AN:/: OOC, because there's no way he's that quiet inside his mind where no one else can hear him.
A groan nearly escapes my lips as I fight to ignore your closeness. They way you scream at me forces my silence. I want to say the words my mind begs me not to utter, but you don't even notice the way my lips move silently. You never notice anything about me, or the way I look at you when you look away. Your oblivion to anything about me is what allows me to be ever close, so I refuse to say anything to make you notice.
I smile as the wind...the great harbinger of change...brings you closer to me even as it drowns out your words. I smile lightly to myself before your mismatched eyes darken and flare. Surprise fills my breathing and for a moment I think you know. I am terrified that you know. I want you to know, but my secrets never bubble forth easily.
You're stumbling with your words, screaming how I need to stay away-even as you move closer to me. Yet the words "I hate you" do not shatter everything I've dreamt of for so long. The stunted smile morphs into the grin you've never seen, and I hear your breath as it leaves your chest and your voice falls silent. Huh, it is possible to hear the silence when you're around. I never knew that...maybe I should scare you more often...
Tousled hair covers your face after shiver. I move to touch your face, to brush your hair away and out of your eyes. I want to touch your face, but I falter as the wind blows again. The capricious breeze removes the veil from your eyes, and the magic from your mind.
You begin to scream at me again and I begin to laugh. "You really are an idiot."
I begin walking again, the King of Fools will keep his secrets for a while longer.
