Another lovely day in London and Dan aka danisnotonfire had just hit 1,000,000 subscribers. Dan was gone for a short time to go to the grocery store, so his boyfriend Phil aka AmazingPhil was the first one who got to see the amount of subscribers.

Phil POV

"Ah, yes! 600.000 subscribers!" I said to myself while I was scrolling through my Twitter mentions full of congratulations. I was never able to watch Dan's videos while he was at home, because he couldn't stand me watching his videos, but now that he was gone I could secretly watch some of his videos until he would come home. I typed in his YouTube URL and saw he has 999,997 subscribers, 10 seconds later I refreshed the page and saw 1,000,000 subscribers. I immediately grabbed my phone from the table and started texting Dan.

"Hi honey, congratulations! You've just hit ONE MILLION subscribers! Get some extra snacks and I'll invite PJ and Chris to come over tonight so we can have a 1 million subscribers-party! :D

Love you. 3 Xx your Philly"

After I sent the massage I opened twitter to tweet:

I walked back to my computer to watch some of Dan's videos, I watched 'PERSONAL SPACE', 'What not to do In Town' and the first minute of his very first video until I heard an opening door. I closed YouTube and ran to Dan, I kissed him for almost two minutes and after that I lifted him up like it was a movie cliché, I saw his smile and on that moment it came, I realized I had 'only' 600.000 subscribers. And of course they're all awesome and I love them so so so much, but it's still 400k less than Dan's amount of subscribers. I put Dan back on his feet again and said he could go sit on the couch in the living room and check Twitter, Tumblr, etc. I promised to join him in five minutes.

I walked into the bathroom to look at myself in the mirror.

I know why Dan has so many subscribers more than me, he's beautiful, he has a nice voice, he's just perfect, and here I am… Just Phil. Ugly, boring and worthless. My videos will never be as good as Dan's. I don't even know why all of those 600,000 people are subscribed to me, I'm just a piece of shit, and I don't deserve all of them. I don't deserve Dan. I don't deserve to be alive…

I put on a fake smile and walked out of the bathroom towards the kitchen to get the champagne glasses and the bottle of champagne that I bought earlier this week, I walked towards Dan and my fake smile turned into a real smile when I looked into Dan's eyes again. I sat down next to him and let him open the bottle. He poured some champagne in the two glasses. "Cheers to your 1,000,000 subscribers!" 'Cheers!'

We watched a Muse live DVD and ordered some pizza until our friends would arrive.

I had just finished eating my pizza when I heard a knock on the door, I walked towards the door and opened it to see the two happy faces of PJ and Chris. "Gooooooooood evening!" I heard Wiggles' voice say, Peej gave me a hug. "Where's the annoying man child?" He walked to Dan while Chris gave me a hug too, and handed me a Maltesers cake for tonight.

Me and Dan decided to tell them tonight that we're in love with each other because we didn't tell anyone before, and we had no idea how they would react.

As I put the cake in the coffee table Dan said: "Guys, we need to tell you something."

I walked towards Dan and kissed him on the cheek. "We're a couple." A dead silence was going through the apartment.