I could hear her screaming my name and tears hitting my skin. She was telling me not to die without her. She wanted to die with me. She wanted a double suicide. That's not what I wanted... I want her to live.
I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks. I wanted to live too. I wanted to live with her and my children. Why is the world so cruel? Why couldn't we have been born normal? I can feel my heart slowing down.
What if we weren't chiroptereans? Life would be so much better. You and I could have been happy. There'd be no more death between us. We wouldn't have to fight anymore. We could finally be a family.
My body is feeling so cold. We would have a mom and dad who love us. We would go to school and make lots of friends. We would bicker over the stupidest things like normal sisters do. We would help each other whenever we were in trouble. I feel my heart will stop soon.
If only, all I can say is if only. If only our blood was not cursed. If only we weren't queens. Maybe then we could have been a family. All I ever wished for was for us to be a family but now i know it is too late for that.
I'm slipping away from you. I want to stay with you. I want to live with you. I want to be happy with you! I don't want to die. Saya, I don't want to die!
My world is blurring. I'm going to leave you saya. Please, please stop crying. You have to live for those who need you. Even though some people call you a monster, you're so loved. You don't understand how much I envy you my sister.
I'm fading away saya. I can't feel anything anymore. This is goodbye. Please listen saya. I want you to... I want you to...
Live.