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' ' thoughts

" " verbal speech

'I cant believe that I actually agreed to this' I thought as I paced in the dressing rooms. 'What was I thinking? Maybe I was drugged! No I didn't have anything to drink.' I didn't get to contemplate the matter at hand any longer because I heard Doumbledore voice calling my name.

"And now may I present to you one of our very own students Ms. Hermione Granger."

I entered the stage accompanied by loud applause and cat calls.

When the music started everyone quieted.

I hate the world today

you're so good to me

I know but I cant change

I looked around the room but couldn't find the one person that I wanted to be here.

I tried to tell you but you look at me

like maybe im an angel underneath

innocent and sweet

finally I found him seated towards the middle of the floor watching me without blinking.

yesterday I cried

must of been relief to see the softer side

I can understand why you'd be so confused

I don't envy you

I made eye contact with him and then smiled.

im a little bit of everything all rolled into one

im a im a lover im a child im a mother im a siner im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

im you're help

im you're dream

im nothing in between

you know you wouldn't want it any other way

Slowly I circled the entire floor my eyes sweeping over every persons face.

so take me as I am

this may mean you'll have to be a stronger man

Again I looked at the man that in such a short amount of time I had come to love.

rest assur that when I start to make you nervous

and Im going to extreme

tomorrow I will change and today wont mean a thing

this time he seemed to realise that I was looking directly at him and smiled when our eyes met.

im a im a lover im a child im a mother im a siner im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

im you're help

im you're dream

im nothing in between

you know you wouldn't want it any other way

I walked down the staircase that was situated in the center of the stage and sloly made my way in the direction of my fiancé.

just when you think that you've got me

figured out the seasons already changing

As I was heade teards Sirius I stopped by Harry and laid my hand briefly on his shoulder.

I think its cool you do what you do

and don't try to save me

Finally I reached my destination at Sirius's side.

im a im a lover im a child im a mother im a siner im a saint

I do not feel ashamed

im you're help

im you're dream

im nothing in between

you know you wouldn't want it any other way

Siting comfortably in his lap I finished my song.

im a im a diva im a goddess on my knees

when you heart

when you suffer

im you're angel under cover

im renowned im revived

cant say im not alive

you know I wouldn't want it any other way.

When I had finally finished my song Sirius gave me a long passionate kiss that was accompanied by many more cat calls and a almost defining applause.

This song was written by Meredith Brooks and is called 'Bitch'.

All character that are used in this story are, unfortunitly, not my property.