Disclaimer: I do not own any characters from Haikyuu! They belong rightfully to their creator; Haruichi Furudate.
How you hated it when people compared you to your older brother. The fact that both your brother and you are volleyball players; makes it even more easy for people to compare. Your brother was the setter of the school team; he is both handsome and pretty, with dark, chocolate-brown hair that is swept outwards, and eyes of corresponding colour. You? You too, have dark, chocolate-brown hair that reached just past your shoulder blades and eyes of corresponding colour. And you're the ace and wing spiker of the school team.
And who is your brother? None other than the Grand King; Oikawa Toru.
But the difference between you and your brother? He was outgoing. Wherever he goes, people flaunt at him, wanting to talk to him and all. What about you? You're anti-social, you don't really talk to people even though they take the first initiative. The only ones you really talk to were both your brother, as well as Iwaizumi Hajime; who is both yours and your brother's best friend.
Your brother loves you. He's clingy when it comes to you; and his relationships always ended up with him getting dump due to his clinginess when it comes to you, as well as his obsession with volleyball. He's always there for you, loving you and bringing you up when it was your darkest days. And then there's Iwaizumi Hajime, who loves you as well like a brother. He cares for you so much, but he wouldn't admit it unless it's only the both of you alone. He tends to help you out whenever Toru doesn't let you do things that you want to do; and he always looks out for you, just like Toru.
And the fact that they both knew what had happened to you.
You hate yourself. Why? You felt dirty, you felt disgusted by your body; your body was touched in the most inappropriate ways, and the fact that you're no longer a virgin; makes you even worst. Sure you loved your ex-boyfriend dearly, but never have you ever thought that he will actually rape you when you were out cold. Imagine the anger that both Toru and Hajime had felt, how badly they wanted to murder that son of a bitch.
When your parents found out about you losing your virginity; you had expected them to help you by making you feel better and comfort you. But no, they didn't.
"Why can't you be more like your brother? Protect yourself!"
"You have no friends, unlike your brother. Maybe that's why!"
"You should feel blessed though, that somebody actually wanted you that way."
Really. And that made you hate yourself even more; and Toru knew about it. He too, hated how people compared him to you, he hated how such comments affects you so badly; that you started to shut everybody out; including him and Hajime.
You got along with your teammates from the volleyball team in Middle School; sure you laugh and joke with them, you love them. But they never knew the real you; the one who always cries herself to sleep at night. The one who whispers hatred to herself whenever she was alone. The one who just wants to strangle herself to death.
And here you are, standing in front of the mirror in your room; in the apartment that only you and Toru lived in; as your parents were living overseas due to them working there.
[name] sighed as she heard her bedroom door opening, and soon saw Toru standing just behind her with a grin on his face. He was wearing his school uniform which is in the "catholic" style, consisting of a pale lilac shirt, dark red tie, cream sweater vest, white blazer, and light brown pants with dark details. Whereas [name]'s uniform consisted of a pale lilac shirt, dark red bowtie, cream sweater vest and a white blazer as well, along with a light brown skirt that had dark details as well.
"Ready for the first day of school?" Toru asked as he patted her head.
"Not really…" [name] mumbled as she turned to look at her brother.
"Iwa-chan is coming soon, and don't worry. You know where to find me!" Toru chuckled out.
The fact that Toru and Hajime are both in their 3rd years in Aobajōsai High makes her cringe slightly. She was going to be all alone in her first year at Aobajōsai High.
"And! Wait for me after practice!" Toru squealed out like a girl as he grabbed [name]'s hand and pulled her out of her room and down the stairs towards the front door; where Hajime was waiting.
"Can I watch?" [name] asked as she slipped on her shoes.
"OF COURSE!" and Toru hugged [name] tightly.
"Trashykawa, she needs to breathe!" Hajime yelled as he pulled Toru away from [name].
"Mou, Iwa-chan! My baby sister is growing up! She's finally attending High School, and also, in the same High School as me! I'm proud of her!" Toru whined and pout, which [name] giggled at and Hajime rolled his eyes.
"Alright, let's go. I don't want to get a scolding on the first day of school." [name] called out as she ushered both Toru and Hajime out of the gate.
"Ne, that girl looks like Oikawa-san!"
"You're right! Are they related?"
"Mou, but she's kind of cute."
"Wait, isn't she the slut that forced Kenji and [Random Name] to break up?"
"I heard she isn't a virgin anymore."
"She must be that desperate!"
"Alright, settle down!" the teacher called out and he started to go through the namelist.
"Kindaichi Yūtarō."
"Here!" a boy who was rather tall and has dark hair that sticks straight up. His face seems to be set in a scowl most of the time which [name] had noticed the moment she stepped into the classroom.
"Kunimi Akira."
"Present." A boy who doesn't seem to show much emotions spoke up. His dark hair parted into two sides at the middle, and he appears to be quite thin. His eyes are a dull brown.
"Oikawa [name]."
And [name] raised her hand up and tried to tune out all the whispers that was going on in the classroom.
"Ne, she's really Oikawa's sister!"
"Maybe she's his cousin."
"Must be a sister! They look alike!"
"IT IS HER, THE DESEPRATE FOR SEX GIRL."
"Quiet!" the teacher yelled.
"[name]!" a yell was heard and the door to the classroom was slammed open and in came a rather clingy looking Toru…
"[name]!" he yelled once more and ran towards her; which she then quickly got out of her seat as her brother lunged himself forward to get her into a bone crushing hug, which he ended up hitting the desks instead.
"Mou! You're as mean as Iwa-chan!"
"TRASHYKAWA!" and Hajime stormed in.
"O-Oikawa-san!" Kindaichi spoke up, and both Toru and Hajime turned to look.
"OH, HELLO KINDAICHI! I'M GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE TOO. YOU'RE GOING TO JOIN THE VOLLEYBALL TEAM RIGHT? OH! KUNIMI! YOU TOO!" Toru blabbered out as Hajime gave a nod to acknowledge his juniors from middle school.
"Oikawa Toru." The teacher called out.
"Yes, sensei?"
"Don't you 'yes, sensei' me. What are you doing here?!"
"Mou, sensei! I'm here to see my beloved baby sister! It's her first day you know; she must be extremely nervous. I must make sure that she's alright and settled down. I hope you'll be able to understand where I'm coming from and also I h-." and [name] quickly covered her brother's mouth as she saw how irritated her teacher was getting.
"Nii-chan!" [name] whisper-yelled.
"YES MY BELOVED [NAME]!" Toru yelled as he pulled [name] into a hug.
"Stop creating such a scene. Gosh. Hajime!" [name] yelled out as she couldn't get out of Toru's grasp.
"Did she just call Iwaizumi-senpai by his first name?!"
"Are they that close?!"
"Maybe they're dating…"
"Assikawa, stop disrupting [name]'s first day of school!" Hajime yelled as he pulled Toru off of [name], and dragged him out of the classroom after apologising to the teacher.
"[NAME]! YOU BROKE YOUR POOR NII-CHAN'S HEART!"
[name] was definitely having problems on her very first day of school. She didn't interact with anybody, and she was quiet the entire time. But that didn't stop her brother's fangirls from pestering her about what kind of girl her brother likes and where does he usually hang out. And also, she ran away when she heard someone talking about her losing her virginity. She hated how people minded so much of her business instead of their own.
She ran. Yeap, she ran all the time when it was break time.
And here she is standing outside of the gymnasium where the volleyball boys were practicing. She sighed, and opened the door…
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.
"[NAME]!" and immediately she was tackled into a tight hug.
"C-Can't breathe…" she managed to choke out, and Hajime immediately pulled Toru off of her.
"Trashykawa, you need to stop choking her."
"Mou, Iwa-chan! But I missed her!" and [name] rolled her eyes as she set her bag down.
"Sometimes I feel that you're the younger sibling." Hajime commented as he punched Toru on the head.
"Mou! Iwa-chan you're being mean! Anyway, [name]! Did you bring your volleyball shoes? Want to practice with us? Huh?" Toru started to blabber, and [name] could only smile at his childish side as she waved her shoe bag in front of him.
"YAY!"
"Shouldn't you be introducing her to us?" the coach called out, and Toru immediately dragged [name] towards where the rest of the team and coach were gathered at.
"MEET MY BABY SISTER! OIKAWA [NAME]! ISN'T SHE PRETTY? SHE'S LIKE THE BEST SISTER I EVER HAVE, AND SHE IS SO CUTE TOO WHEN SHE'S FLUSTERED. HER FAVOURITE FOOD PROFITEROLE, AND SHE ALSO PLAYS VOLLEYBALL AND ALSO SHE IS SING-." And with that, [name] slapped her hand over her brother's mouth, earning a puppy eye look from him.
Hajime then dragged Toru out of the way as the other team members started to introduce themselves to his sister.
"Watari Shinji. I'm the libero." His skin was quite tanned and he has a black buzzcut. His eyes are gray. [name] then bow to acknowledge him. And he is in the second year.
"Shigeru Yahaba." A boy with neatly kept light brown hair and swishy bangs. His eyes are about the same color of his hair. And he is in the second year.
"Matsukawa Issei." Matsukawa is shown to have messy black hair and thick eyebrows, and he's a third year student.
"Hanamaki Takahiro." A third year student as well, who has light brown short-cropped hair, revealing his forehead. His eyes are slightly beady and his face had on a small smile. His eyebrows are short and slim.
"ARE YOU DONE YET? I WANT TO PLAY WITH HER!" Toru whined out, and [name] rolled her eyes as she headed to change into her sports attire and shoes as well.
"Mou, [name]! You've grown so much, look at your figure! You look so perfect!" Toru spoke out with admiration as he looked [name] wearing her sports attire.
"You need to stop staring at me like that, Nii-chan." [name] mumbled out as she got onto the court.
"Let's play three on three!" Toru spoke out childishly, and he made a grab for [name], but she managed to avoid his hand just in time; and she stuck her tongue out as he gave her a pout.
"Mou, [name]!"
"No!" [name] childishly rejected.
"You're being childish!"
"YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHTS TO SAY THAT TO ME, NII-CHAN!"
"Alright, alright! Stop the siblings squabble, let's play!" Hanamaki called out as he stood in between Toru and [name].
"Hrmp! I'll take Iwa-chan and Maki!" Toru called out and stuck his tongue out childishly at his sister. [name] rolled her eyes at his childish action, and giggled when Hajime punched him on the head again.
"That leaves Yahaba and [name] to be in the same team as me, since Watari has extra lessons to attend to." Matsukawa spoke out.
"[name]! I won't go easy on you!" Toru called out childishly, which [name] just waved it off.
"Oikawa, nice serve!" Hanamaki called out, and then he face palmed.
"SORRY, I FORGOT THAT THERE'S TWO OIKAWA NOW."
"Nii-chan! If you miss you owe me ramen!" [name] yelled out from the other side of the court, and everybody snickered at it.
"I want extra chashu pork!" Hanamaki called out.
"I want a set of gyoza on the side!" Matsukawa called out.
"Tch!" Toru pout, and then he went served; which [name] received it nicely.
"Nice receive!" and Yahaba tossed the ball to Matsukawa, who got blocked by both Hanamaki and Hajime. The ball ended up rebounding into their court, and [name] dived quickly to send it back up to Yahaba once more.
"Nice!" and [name] quickly got into her position.
"Center!" she yelled out, and Yahaba tossed to her, and she spiked through Hanamaki's block, and her brother tried to save it but ended up failing by a few seconds.
"Nice kill!" both Yahaba and Matsukawa called out as they high fived with her.
"Nice toss." She complimented, not realising that a certain someone was looking at her the entire time.
"[name]! I want to practice serving!" Toru whined out as he dragged [name] towards the court once again.
"Mou, nii-chan! You can practice alone!" [name] whine out.
"But I want someone to receive for me!"
"WHY ME!"
"BECAUSE I WANT TO PLAY WITH YOU!"
"FINE!"
"YAY! I LOVE YOU." And he hugged her tightly.
[name] sighed as she got into position, and her brother soon reached the other end of the court.
"Nii-chan, nice serve!" she called out, and Toru gave her a peace sign.
He then served… A powerful serve. The kind that he uses when he wants to win so badly; but sadly, [name] was used to his serves, and she always receives it well.
"MOU! YOU'RE ALWAYS RECEIVING THEM PERFECTLY!"
"Woah. She received Oikawa-san's serve." Hanamaki stared in awe.
"Oi. Why are you looking at [name] like that?" Hajime called out as he sat beside Hanamaki on the bench, and lightly punched him on the shoulder.
"Huh? Like what?"
"Like you're in love with her. You nearly drooled."
"SERIOUS? I don't like her. Don't get the wrong idea. I just-."
"You're blabbering."
"[name]~ So how did you find school today?" Toru asked as he held hands with [name] and swung it back and forth.
"Tiring. I had to run away from all your fan girls, nii-chan." [name] pout as she complained.
"That's what you get when you have trashykawa as your brother." Hajime commented.
"Ne, [name]! Why not you become our volleyball team's manager?" Toru asked out of curiosity.
"No way, nii-san. I want to be a regular, not a manager." [name] shot back.
"Go for it! We'll definitely come and support you at your matches." Hajime smacked [name] on the back.
"NII-CHAN! RETURN MY BAG TO ME! I'M ALREADY LATE FOR CLASS!" [name] yelled as she chases her idiotic older brother down the corridor of the school's level 3. She was already extremely late for class, and she definitely wouldn't be able to just simply tell her teacher that she was late; BECAUSE HER CHILDISH OLDER BROTHER DECIDED TO PLAY TAG.
"NO WAY!" Toru yelled back and continued to run, and he ran around the corner.
[name] quickly sped up her pace and turned the corner, but soon bumped into someone, and fell down onto her bottom with a loud thud.
"Ow… I'm sorry!" she apologised and rubbed her bottom slightly.
"No, it's alright!" and she found the voice familiar. She then looked up and noticed Hanamaki was extending his hand out for her; and then she also noticed that Matsukawa was standing beside him as well. She then reached out for his hand, and he pulled her up onto her feet.
"T-Thank you, Hanamaki-senpai."
"No problem. Why are you running? And more importantly, why is Oikawa running from you?" he asked, and then he face palmed once more.
"Dammit, I keep forgetting that there's two Oikawas."
"It's alright, Hanamaki-senpai. And to answer your question, nii-chan stole my bag."
"That idiot always does stupid things. Sometimes I wonder if he's really a third year." Matsukawa spoke out as he saw Toru sticking his head out from the side of the lockers, looking at what had happened.
"Oi, [name]! I walked by your class and didn't see you in there. What are you doing here, skipping lessons?!" Hajime's voice boomed through the corridor, and [name] turned to look at him and gave him a pout.
"NII-CHAN STOLE MY BAG!"
"TRASHYKAWA!" and Hajime started to chase Toru.
"Mou. Sometimes Hajime says those insults, I feel like he's insulting me." [name] mumbled, and the duo before her couldn't help but chuckle at her cuteness.
"MOU~ I SAID I'M SORRY ALREADY!" Toru whined as he latched himself onto [name]'s leg.
"GET OFF ME! WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY SO CLINGLY TODAY, OH MY GOD!"
"BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BELOVED SISTER!"
"Ne, see. [name] doesn't know how blessed she is to have Oikawa-san as her brother."
"Oikawa-san is definitely better than her in everything though."
"Look at him, he's even prettier than her!"
"I can't believe she tried to tell people that her ex-boyfriend raped her."
"Not to mention, Oikawa-senpai is the best setter. And what is she?"
"She doesn't even have friends."
"She should feel lucky that someone looked at her in that lustful way."
"Major turn off."
"Waste of space."
And [name] stopped struggling as she clenched her fists tightly and looked down to the floor. Toru had heard everything that his fangirls had said, and he knew that [name] was extremely affected by it.
"[name]!" she heard someone called out to her, and she turned to see that Hajime, Hanamaki and Matsukawa walking down the corridor towards where you had stopped, and where Toru was on the floor still clinging onto your leg.
"Come on, let's go for lunch together." Hajime spoke as he grabbed Toru off from the floor and dragged him away.
"[name], you're skipping meals again?" Hajime asked as he noticed [name] was sitting quietly by the side of them and leaning against the wall with her eyes close. Apparently the 3rd years have decided to bring [name] up to the rooftop where they usually have their lunch at.
"I'm not hungry…" [name] mumbled out as she held her stomach.
"B-But why?" [name] choked out from the tears that had fallen.
"Because you're fat and ugly. What else? You're not that pretty; I dated you out of sympathy." Kenji spat out as he tried to get [name]'s hands off of his arm; for a girl her age, she was considered strong.
"T-Then why did take away my innocence?!" [name] cried out as she let go of him.
"You should feel glad that I did it or else you'll die a virgin you fat pig!"
And Kenji turned and left [name] crying in the park where they had their very first date. [name] couldn't help but cry her heart out as on-lookers steered clear of the way she was in, avoiding her at all cause.
"If you're remembering what that bastard had said, do remember that you're close to underweight!" Toru snapped as he opened his bento lunch box which was prepared by his one and only little sister, Oikawa [name].
"Yeah, that's true. Your body is proportioned to your height!" Hajime commented as he bit into his onigiri; whereas both Hanamaki and Matsukawa were silently observing and listening to what's going on in front of them.
"You'll find someone better!" Toru exclaimed as he brought [name] into a tight hug.
"But who will love a girl, who is this broken, who isn't pure anymore?" [name] thought to herself.
"I'm Aimi, the captain of Seijō's volleyball girls' team! You're welcome to join us; we're missing out on a wing spiker and ace, maybe you can fill that spot in for us?" the captain of the volleyball girls' team winked at [name] and shook her hand when she handed in her application form.
"Not bad! We've got Oikawa-senpai's sister! By the way, I'm Makiko, the setter and also the vice-captain."
"I'm Haruhi! The libero of the girls' team. A pleasure to finally meet the cute sister of Oikawa-senpai! He has been boasting a lot about you."
"I'm Kimiko, and that's Aikiko; we're both sisters and also the middle blockers."
"I'm Yumi, the only wing spiker in the team. A pleasure to be in the same team as you, [name]. I've watched your matches before, and I must say; I'm extremely impressed!"
"T-Thank you…" [name] mumbled out shyly as she wasn't used to such a big welcome.
"And we can assure you, [name]; we won't judge you base on what had happened. It doesn't matter, we're going to be a team, we're going to be a family; so any problems you're facing, you can come to us! We'll help you out." Aimi spoke as she ruffled [name]'s hair; although they both were the same height.
"[NAME]!" a yell was heard, and suddenly [name] was tackled into a hug and she fell onto the floor with an idiot on top of her.
"Trashykawa!"
"Nice kill!" Aimi called out as she patted [name]'s head.
"That was rather impressive, it's like as if you read through their blocks." Kimiko commented.
"Yeah, and your blocking is pretty good too!" Makiko added on.
"Not to mention your receiving, it was splendid." Haruhi chirped out.
"Nice kill!" both Yumi and Aikiko yelled as they smacked [name] hard on her back.
"[name] is getting pretty popular among the volleyball girls." Hajime commented as he saw how much compliments [name] was getting just within a single hour into practice.
"That's my sister!"
"Thankfully she isn't as annoying as you, trashykawa."
"IWA-CHAN!"
"See you on Monday, [name]!" the team called out as [name] waved and turned towards the opposite direction of where the girls were heading.
"Looks like you've made more friends today, [name]." Hajime spoke up.
"Yeah…" [name] mumbled.
"[name]! Hanamaki, Matsukawa and Iwa-chan are having a sleepover today and tomorrow at our house!" Toru exclaimed as he held hands with [name], swinging it back and forth.
"Sure…" [name] mumbled out and Toru looked at her with a worried glance. He then turned to look at Hajime who shrugged his shoulders and gave a rather worried look as well.
"Movie night?"
"No thank you. I'm tired."
"God, you're so annoying [name]! Why do I have to always be with you every hour and every day?!"
"I didn't ask you to be with me for every single hour and every day! How long has it been ever since we spent some time together? 6 months, Kenji. Fucking 6 months! And it's not like you're overseas or some shit; but you're busy flirting around at your own school!"
"Damn it! Why can't you have more trust in me?!"
"Because I saw it with my own eyes!"
"She threw herself at me! I didn't do anything!"
"Do you know how painful it is to love someone who keeps breaking their heart?!"
"I'm sorry [name], but I love you."
Lies. Those words were nothing but lies; and [name] clearly knew about those lies, yet she foolishly stayed by his side. She foolishly let herself get played by him, foolishly let herself get hurt. Foolishly believing that his lies will soon turn into the truth; but she was so damn wrong.
"[name]! Maki bought some profiteroles! Come and eat some!" Toru yelled from downstairs of the house, but [name] simply ignored as she looked at herself in the mirror.
"Am I… Really that fat and ugly…?"
"No. Now come and eat." She immediately looked up in the mirror and spotted Hanamaki standing at the door with his hands on his hips.
"You know, Hanamaki-senpai; it's bad to eavesdrop."
"And it's worst that you starve yourself."
"I'm not hungry."
"But you're going to eat!"
"No!"
"Stop starving yourself!"
"I'm not! I'm just hungry!"
"SEE YOU SAID YOU'RE HUNGRY!"
"I MEANT I'M NOT HUNGRY!"
"COME ON! LET'S GO!" and Hanamaki immediately dragged [name] out of her room much to her protests.
"Oikawa, why does [name] thinks that she's ugly and fat?" Matsukawa asked as they sat around in the living room after [name] had gone to bed; after being forced to eat some profiteroles.
"Some things just happened. She used to be such a bright girl…" Toru mumbled out.
"What happened?"
"She's afraid I guess. Afraid of everything now. Especially love."
"Disgusting…" [name] mumbled to herself as she hovers the upper part of her body above the toilet and stuck her fingers down her throat, forcing herself to throw up all that she had eaten.