Disclaimer: I obviously own none of the characters mentioned in this fan fiction. I don't want to write it every chapter so here it is.

A/N: So this is my first story. The story title is from Ariana Grande's new album Yours Truly if you havent already, purchase it. Its amazing. Anyway its rated T for now but I will warn you in an A/N if the chapter has anything "M rated" in any later chapters. I'm not a writer, just a kid with an imagination. This story literally has no brainstorming behind it I'm just writing whatever pops up in my head. Give it a chance you might actually enjoy it(:

Oh p.s. the story switches POVs randomly (but it's mostly in Cats) so bear with me lol.

Ok NOW enjoy, and don't forget to review(:

Cats POV

My name is Cat Valentine. Your average 17 year old, well to others I'm not so average. Anyway, I've been living with this amazing girl named Sam and well I have a secret crush on her but I think she likes boys. All of my friends know I like girls. I tried seducing them all at one point. Jade played along because well she is bi but it's a secret. Tori kissed back too. Soon after, we just pretend as if nothing happened. Sam though, I've never tried anything with her. I'm afraid to in all honesty. I don't want to lose our friendship I mean we did just meet a few months ago.

She only stayed because she didn't have anywhere else to be. We quit the whole babysitting career 2 months after we started. The apartment is paid off and my parents just send me money when I need it so everything's fine. I probably shouldn't have let a complete stranger into my house but it was well worth it. She's so much fun to be around and my feelings for her developed so quickly. I get butterflies when I see her, she's illuminating. Even though I know she's not a hugger, I purposely hug her just to feel close to her. I feel as if I need her touch sometimes. It's all bad. I've fallen so hard in the time of 3 months and she has no idea. I'm not even sure if she knows that I like girls. I never really brought it up because if she did have a problem with it and decided to leave id be devastated.

Sam's not like most girls. She 18 but she knows how to act like a kid and I love that about her. She always smells so good, and it's just her natural scent. She says that perfume makes her smell girly and she's not girly. She really isn't. I love her biker, tomboy look, it fits her perfectly. I love her piercing blue eyes, I always get lost in them. I love her long blonde locks. They're always perfectly curled. I never understood that, she's sleeps so wild. And her lips, they're so pink. They look so soft. I notice everything on Sam. I probably love her but won't admit it until she does, which probably won't even happen.

Cats POV

I woke up to the smell of bacon. I stretched then slide out of bed sliding my cold feel into my unicorn slippers. I shuffle to the kitchen rubbing my eyes on the way. I guess I stayed up pretty late last night because its 12pm and I never sleep this late into the day. Tori and Jade kidnapped me to have a much needed girl's night that ended horribly when Tori stepped on a pair of Jades scissors by accident. I finally reached the kitchen surprised to see Sam cooking but not surprised because it is our house and well who else would be in here. Sam turns around and gives me a quick smile, "Morning sleepy head, I was going to bring you breakfast in bed but you're up now," she said frowning.

"I can go back to bed!" I rushed out.

"No its fine, you can eat it on the couch how about that," she said turning back to stir the eggs.

I nod and giggle as I rush to the bathroom after realizing I never brushed my teeth. Sam will never kiss a girl with morning breath.

I sigh thinking about how much I want to kiss her. I bet her lips are so soft. I don't want to just force myself onto her but I need to know. I drop hints but I honestly don't think she catches them. I cry sometimes. I think about how pathetic I must seem. No one has ever loved me. I love a lot, more than I should. Jade was my first love. She only saw me as a friend which broke me, but I'm fine with it now. She's the best friend a person could ask for. It's a big secret but Jade's the one that taught me how to kiss. It was amazing. Of course it made me fall for her but I didn't say anything because I wanted to be able to kiss her. She was with Beck at the time so yeah it hurt a lot. Once I finally decided to confess my love for her she let me down softly, it still hurt but she was nice about it. This was sophomore year. We're juniors now and the past is the past.

A/N: I hope you all enjoyed. Sorry its a bit short. It's only the first chapter with many more to come. Review, review, review! I write a chapter every day or so, so I'll be updating very soon. I have no social life anyway so why not.