A/N: I just watched 4x10 and these drabbles came to mind, enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own Queer as Folk.

Part One
The Bug Chaser

He doesn't understand. He either can't or he won't, but, either way, it's a hindrance. Can't he see that I need this? That I need the liberation it will bring? And didn't I say that getting it from him would be perfect for me because I so want to be him?

But, still, he refuses. Still, he doesn't understand.

It pains me to have to resort to desperate measures, to have to stoop to sleeping with strangers to reach my freedom. But he made his choice and there is nothing I can do.

I only wish that he would understand.