I was so happy for Edward when he found her. He denied his love for her at first. His mood changed once he realized he was in love with her. We could all see the changes in him. He was finally whole. Part of the family was mad at him for putting us in danger and telling her our deepest, darkest secret.
I didn't want to leave Forks but Edward was persistent in that we should leave without Bella. I didn't think it was a good idea. I was surprised that he could just let her go, considering how much he loved her and how much she loved him. But we left, never knowing what we would do to her. Edward said she would just forget us, but that wasn't that way with Bella. But then Bella was the most unordinary person I had ever known; she always took me –everybody— by surprise with her antics.
The day he came back from telling Bella we had left he was worse than before he met Bella. He quite literally crawled into a hole to suffer in his own misery. He never talked, laughed, or stayed in the room long enough to hear our thoughts.
When Alice collapsed that night because of the vision of Bella jumping off the cliff in La Push. My first thought was that she was trying to kill herself. But from what Alice said later, it was just from of a recreation. Then Edward went to the Volturi, I prayed that they wouldn't grant his wish. But knowing Aro, he would give him the choice of joining them before killing him. But there were other ways to anger the Volturi, and Edward knew how too.
When Rosalie gave us the news that Bella had survived, I was astonished. How could anyone survive a fall like that in those cold rough seas off the Olympic Peninsula? Now that Bella was alive I truly hoped that Volturi wouldn't grant his wish. Who knows what Bella would do then? I knew we had gone too far with this and too long.
I would never forget that night Edward came off the plane with Bella in his arms. She looked terrible. Circles under her eyes, loss of weight, and the dead look in her eyes. I was surprised she had lived this long. She looked like she might fall apart in his arms right there.
Then that night she came to the house wanting us to vote on her mortality. Everyone said yes except Rosalie and Edward. Edward was angry when I said yes, but it seemed it was the only solution to this problem, to let them be together for eternity. But he didn't want to put her through the pain of the change; it would quite literally kill him to see her suffer that kind of pain.
I saw the improvement in her and Edward weeks after we came back. Edward was almost back to normal. It still pained him to see that he had caused her so much pain. Bella eyes were bright now. She gained most of the weight she lost in those four months and the circles under her eyes disappeared.
Now they are getting married. I'm couldn't be happy enough for the both of them.
But an even bigger decision of Edward's looms on the horizon. To change Bella. To keep him; we'll have to keep her.