Heyyy I just wanted to let you know that I have changed my pen name! I felt like it was necessary because, I was closing the twilight chapter in my life and moving on to the glee one! I will always love Taylor Lautner 3 and Jacob Black 3 and the wolves and Twilight, but I have moved on slightly from Twilight as it's now over, I know that Samcedes is over too, but I am even more obsessed with them then I was a few weeks ago. It seems like all the lack of Mercedes and all the Bram action has brought the protective obsessive Samcedian in me back to life.
I am gonna finish my twilight stories and my finchel story is going on hiatus, but I won't be going back to the twilight one anytime soon, unless I get a major inspiration or if I get to touch Taylor's abs! However touching Taylor's abs is no longer my dream, it's now to touch Chords 3 3 which probably won't happen, but hey a girl can dream !
Keep Reading and Reviewing,
Xx Janelle xX
I know we are all depressed by the lack of Samcedes action. And I KNOW for a fact that us Samcedians want 'Bram' to muddafukkkin end. They look and act more like siblings than a couple to be honest. But I think that if she makes Sam happy then I shall tolerate them until Mercedes comes back and demands the white girl to get the hell off of her man :) (I still love Brittany to death though)
This is my first Samcedes fanfiction so please be nice xx
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN GLEE, OR ANY OF THE DIALOGUE FROM THE SHOW. I DON'T OWN I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU EITHER.
THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN RE-WRITTEN!
It was Valentines day at McKinley and every other corner of the world. The stench of sex and conversation hearts was thick in the air. 15 students (6 couples and 1 threesome), had already been indefinitely suspended for extreme public displays of affection. The Glee club had been assigned to perform the worlds greatest love songs, and so far it had been going great, Artie had serenaded Sugar with Mario's 'Let Me Love You', Tina and Mike had performed a cute duet of 'Love' by Nat King Cole, Rachel and Finn finally had the balls to announce their engagement to the rest of the club. Rory had told of the sad news that he would be returning to Ireland at the end of the school year, and managed to get Sugar to fall for him. The God Squad had a new member: Joseph Hart. Everything was going great for everyone except Mercedes and Sam (and Artie), they had started secretly dating (again)... but this time Mercedes already had a boyfriend: Shane...
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"I know it's a little early but..." Sam trailed off as he handed Mercedes a heart shaped gift box. Mercedes opened the box, to see a little statue inside, she lifted it up and looked at Sam.
"It's a statue of St. Valentine, well actually it's a statue of one of the three wise men that I painted to look like St..."
"I told Shane about us" Mercedes interupted.
"Oh... was he mad?" Sam asked
"He was sad. He cried and said it felt like I'd punched him in his heart." Mercedes said, her voice breaking.
"That's what happened to me I got punched in the heart once, I died... for like a minute" Sam said, in a vain attempt to lighten the situation. Mercedes stared back at him, clearly un-amused and Sam's fave sobered slightly.
"It Sucks, but at least that means we can be together for real now" Sam said as he leaned in to kiss Mercedes. She stopped him by putting her hand on his toned chest.
"What we did... what I did to Shane was wrong. I lied and I cheated and it makes feel awful. And I love you but being with you reminds me of that. That I'm not the person I thought I was." Mercedes said tearfully.
"We would never do that to each other" Sam said, with conviction.
"I thought that I would never do that to Shane. And I have to face the truth, that when it comes to love I don't know who I am, and until I find out i can't be with anyone"
"I can't be with you" Mercedes said as she tried to hand back Sam's Valentines day present. But he just walked away, with tears in his emerald green eyes. The Hallway suddenly emptied as the bell signalling their next class rang. Sam turned back to look at Mercedes one more time, and he regretted that he did, because his heart broke just that little bit more.
If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I´ll go, but I know
I´ll think of you every step of the way.
She stood there in the hallway, just singing, because that was the only way she could feel remotely alive.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
She sang directly to him in the choir room, as he tried to keep his poker face. But she could see straight through it. Heck, all of glee club could. It was obvious that Sam loved Mercedes more than he loved anybody else in the world. The Glee club members looked at Sam with pitying looks, and gave Mercedes slient encouragement to have the strength to continue her song. Sugar sniffed trying not to cry and stared at Mercedes in awe.
Bittersweet memories
That is all I´m taking with me.
She let her mind wander to when she first told Shane about her betrayal, she remembered vividly the heartbroken expression on his face. The same expression that Sam was wearing right now, only Sam's was more intense, more broken, it didn't look like he could ever be fixed again. And it was all her fault.
So, goodbye. Please, don´t cry.
She sang that part directly to him, as she could see he was struggling so hard to not burst out in tears.
We both know I´m not what you, you need.
Sam looked hurt by this and he rocked his body back and forth slightly, it was unnoticeable to everyone, except Mercedes, he could never get anything past her.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
She closed her eyes, and let her self get lost in the music, wishing that she didn't have to see the love of her life struggling to fight back the tears which he knew were eventually going to fall.
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
She genuinely meant this, because even if they weren't together she wanted the best for Sam and for him to be happy and in love, even if it wasn't with her.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
Sam's mind allowed him to wander, wander away from the sad scene in front of him,to the auditorium where Mercedes was belting out the last chorus of the song, he gave her a watery smile as she hit those epic high notes with ease.
Darling i love you
I, I will always love you.
"Mercedes, that was excellent" Mr Schue said, looking between her and Sam. "Your acting was amazing, you and Sam had a clever idea pretending to be Rachel Marron and Frank Farmer" he finished as the glee club looked at him incredulously
It became too much for Sam, and a single tear ran down his face. He knew more would follow, so he left the choir room and in doing so, he left his heart.
Mercedes spent the whole time of the song trying not to cry, because she knew that if Sam saw her cry he would see through it all, see that she didn't want to let him go, see that she wanted to stay with him forever. But now he was gone and she could let it all out. Her face crumpled with tears, and she looked down at the ground before running out of the choir room in the opposite direction to Sam.
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"Wait a minute, were those two really dating?"
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"Ok, I'm now 1000% sure that wheezy and guppy face have been gettin it on. But if they had a 'summer fling' which is apparently 'so june' then why was trouty crying? I mean he didn't even look upset when we broke up" Santana said.
"Isn't it obvious, he loves her" Quinn said, with jealously evident in her voice.
"Well we totally need to do something about it. The Kentucky Fried stripper has stopped doing impressions which I never thought would bother me." Santana said looking over at her glee friends.
"Yeah and Mercedes didn't even say Hell No when Mr Schue said that I would be having the solo at Nationals" Rachel said.
"Ok, we all know that their moods are quite frankly depressing and gloomy, but we can't let it affect us." Kurt began "Mercy is my girl and if she thinks that this is what best for her then we need to accept it"
"But it's clearly not the best for them because when ever they see each other in the corridor they burst out crying" Artie said "What happened to my hot mama: the independent black woman who don't need no man?"
"I know, Mercedes used to be a diva and fineee diva might I add" Puck said as Artie put his preach hand up in agreement. Everyone laughed and whooped their approvals to what Puck and Artie had said, after the laughing and catcalls had subsided there was an awkward silence that no one really knew how or felt the need to fill up.
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"Did Mercedes get a sex change? Because I saw her with like boy hair and no boobs at Regionals" Brittany spoke up suddenly.
Everyone stared at her.
"Its ok if she did, she's still the same Mercedes, but it just means that I no longer want to get into bed with with her because I don't do dick anymore" Brittany said honestly
"But she's NOT the same. She's not the same anymore, and I... I just d..don't know what to doooo" Tina said as she sobbed into Mike's shoulder.
"Look the road to getting Samcedes back together is going to be long and hard" Finn said
"Wanky" Santana said
"Anyway..." Finn said side-eyeing the hell out of Santana "But if what we have just seen is any indication, those two belong together, and as their family; it's our job to help them find their way back to each other"
"Well I'm in" Puck said placing his hand in the middle
"Anything for my sugar mama"
"I'm totally down for helping my fellow God squad members" Joe said.
Everyone else soon added their hands to the pile. When everyone's hands were in the middle they all pulled back and cheered.
"WOOOO"
"Hey guys, this is great and all but, how is any of this gonna help us get Sam and 'Cedes back together." Quinn said
"Leave that to me guys" Santana said. They all stared at her in disbelief.
"What? I'm not just Snixx the bitch..." she started
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"I'm Sandbags McGee... Match maker"
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