Authors Note

Just to let you guys know this story is a Twilight story but it's not really the same. I wont give away the plot but here are some key points; Bella has lived in Forks her whole life and Renee died when she was 13. Emmet is Eric Yorkie's brother and has Bellas best friend her whole life (hes a year older). Rosalie has no hard feelings toward Bella. Emmets, Rosalies, and Jaspers deaths are all different then Twilight. Edward starts off breaking the rules because he can (it will be explained)

I know it's kind of a sad start but I hope you enjoy BPOV

I in NO way own any of the Twilight characters just borrowed them for amusment purposes only!!

This is my first fanfic so PLEASE be nice R&R :D Katie

Chapter 1

"Belllllllla? Bella?!"

"What the hell Emmett! It's 2 o'clock in the morning and I'm TRYING to sleep!"

"I need to talk to you" he whispered softly.

"What is soo important that you have to wake me up in the middle of the night to tell me?" I half screamed , half whispered knowing my dad, Charlie, was sleeping in his tent only a few feet away.

"You have to come with me and I'll explain everything." Emmett said with the saddest face I'd ever seen him have, I caved.

"Fine but if this is about Rosalie AGAIN I swear I will wrap you in bacon and throw you to the bears!"

He laughed his booming laugh rolling on the floor of my tent quickly realizing what time it was and started a wave of snickering.

I followed him to the "point" which at our campsite had the nicest view of the lake but no one ever seemed to go to it, except us.

He turned and I saw that his face was sad again "I'm scared" I could barely hear him.

"Oh Emmett for gods sake Rose..." he cut me off.

" It is NOT Rosalie!" he snarled and looked ready to kill. I stepped back instinctively.

"Emmett, you're scaring me, just tell me what's wrong."

All of a sudden the biggest, strongest guy I know started bawling in my lap. My best friend, and "big brother" was obviously upset and all I could do was laugh.

He stared at me with red, puffy eyes, filled with tears and after a minute he started to laugh too. He was laughing but he was also still crying. When we both started to calm down he managed to get out an "I'm sick".

"What?" my giggling stopped abruptly. I stared at him puzzled. Why would a glitch in his immune system cause him to be so worried unless...

"I have cancer"

"Cancer" I gulped " You can't have cancer your 18 it's impossible! Right?" I could only mouth the last part trying extremely hard not to cry.

" I have it so it's possible" he said through clenched teeth also trying not to cry.

"How long have you known?"

" 6 months" his voice was completely unemotional.

"6 months!! What the HELL! You didn't even tell ME, me your best friend, your little sister and you have the NERVE!" I punched the table, I didn't even notice the pain.

"Bella calm down. Why would I want to put you through the pain of knowing that you're watching me die, and you can do nothing to help me?"

" What! I could have gotten tested, given you what ever, or Charlie, Charlie would help! And if neither of us could help we would find somebody!! We would do anything for you and you choose not to tell us! Wait does Charlie know?" My emotions were confusing me I was angry, sad, depressed, worried and angry again.

He was trying to stay calm but it failed and he started to sob " There is no way that you or Charlie or anybody else could have done anything to help me. And no Charlie doesn't know, only my dad and Eric know.

"Come on people get through cancer all the time but they need help, why wouldn't you let us help? Are you that proud?" the look on his face made me sigh and start hugging him.

"I have malignant brain tumors and they've already started spreading through the rest of my body, we didn't catch them in time.

I was speechless, I pulled away to see his tortured face having no words to pull him out of his depression.

"There is no way to remove them safely, so it was either die trying, or use all the life I could."

We started to bawl on each others shoulder not letting either one go. All I could think was that my best friend was dying of cancer and there was nothing to do but sit and watch him die. I looked at him finally realizing how pale his normally tanned skin was. He also had dark circles under his eyes and he actually looked sick. How did I miss all of this was I in denial this whole time? Everything coming together brought on a new round of tears. We just sat there crying for god knows how long, when I was finally able to sniff out " how long?"

I was dreading the answer but I knew I needed to know.

He cleared his throat " Well the doctors say about two months, but I'm going to leave tomorrow."

"Tomorrow" I held back the tears " Why?" I wasn't sure if he heard that.

"I have to, it hurts and if I wait to long they will put me back in the hospital and I'm NOT spending the rest of my life in a hospital bed, and then everything will get so complicated."

"You... kill... self?" I said between sobs.

"Not really" He said with the biggest grin on his face.

Just to let you guys know this story is a Twilight story but it's not really the same. I wont give away the plot but here are some key points;Bella has lived in Forks her whole life and Renee died when she was 13. Emmet is Eric Yorkie's brother and has Bellas best friend her whole life (hes a year older). Rosalie has no hard feelings toward Bella. Emmets, Rosalies, and Jaspers deaths are all different then Twilight. Edward starts off breaking the rules because he can (it will be explained)