Tic Tock
Tic tock goes the clock.
The clock that lies above my heart
The clock that moves with great force
The clock that will tell me when my life will end
Its ticking keeps me up at night
I'm starting to go mad
But I'm fine with that
At least I won't have to process what happens to me when it all ends
I will miss them
My friends
The people I have grown to love
The people who became my family
No matter how weird they can be
They where there for me, even when I wasn't
I feel like my time is almost up
I'm not ready to say good bye
I'm still so young
I haven't had my first kiss
I haven't gotten married
I haven't been able to have a kid
I can't be a dad
I knew this was going to happen
But I don't think anyone is ever ready to die
If only I hadn't sinned
My time is up
I have to go
The clock strikes 12
A hole opens under me
I'm being drawn in
I'm going down
Back to the place of darkness,
A place of madness
I am going
Back to the abyss