DESPERATE
It started a few months after Chisette (or Chi) has adopted Smurfy, during a dark night. For some strange reason, despite a busy day to play with Clumsy Brainy and make arm irons with Hardy, Smurfy could not sleep. Although she was his mother recently, he had a strong connection with Chi… and he thought that she looked sad tonight. He gets out of bed and goes to his mom's room. He found her, lying in bed, big dark circles under the eyes with a small shiny object in her hands. Smurfy has never seen a razor before. This worries him. Why his mom was in that state?
Smurfy: What's happen to you, mommy? You look so sad...
Chi: *looks over to Smurfy**hides razor* Uh... Mommy's tired, and can't sleep, bubbeleh...*moves covers so he can come lay with her* c'mere, sweetie... Come lay with mommy...
Smurfy: *lies down beside her.* I can't sleep either ... What was that bright object in your hand? *sees a little blood on her hand* Mommy! Are you hurt?
Chi: *quickly wipes finger on sheet* oh! N-no, sweetie... Mommy was just reading something before you came in, and got a paper cut. I don't know what you're talking about 'shiny object'.
Smurfy: I'm not stupid! I smurfed a shiny object! And you did not read! I do not see any books! * In tears * Why are you lying to me, mommy? I've been naughty?
Chi: *Speechless for a moment, then hugs Smurfy and tries to blink away tears* Sweetie... There's something I guess you need to know... *Turns his face so he looks in her eyes* There's something in mommy's head... something bad... and it sometimes makes me feel really sad... and... Sometimes it makes mommy want to hurt herself...
Smurfy: What's it? Why it makes you sad? Why didn't you tell me? You don't love me?
Chi: Of course I love you, Smurfy. Don't ever think I don't... I don't know why it makes me sad... but I didn't want to make you sad seeing me sad... that make any sense?
Smurfy: Maybe... but I can feel when you're sad... Tell me, mommy, why are you sad?
Chi: I can't always explain it, sweetheart. Sometimes, it makes me sad to remember my human life... sometimes it makes me sad thinking of your big sister angel, Ukyo... Sometimes Mommy just feels sad for no reason. Smurfy...*she tilts his face to look at her* I want you to know that this has nothing to do with you. It's not your fault, and it never will be. And if you ever need to talk, and I'm not around to, you can ALWAYS go to uncle Hefty, or Emotionette, or Papa Smurf. Okay?
Smurfy: *sniff* Okay, mommy... *hug Chi* I love you, mommy... forever and ever... I don't know how your human life was but if you weren't became a Smurfette, you will never become my mommy. You know, sometimes I'm sad not to have known my sister ... I think I see her in my dreams ... Clumsy Brainy tells me it's good to have a sister, although I would not like to have one like his!
Chi: I love you too Smurfy... I love you bigger than the sky... And Ukyo does too. *small smile* I think she might... she comes into my dreams all the time, when I have them at least. *smile fades slightly* My human life... well... that's a story for another day, little one. But I'm so, so happy I get to be a mommy for an adorable little mook like you! *kisses him on the nose* *laughs a little* oh, I know Clumsy Brainy loves Brainette exactly the way she is she has good qualities too, you know.
Smurfy:*giggle* Maybe but I don't see where she hid it! *yawns and begins to fall asleep* Good night mommy...
Chi: *kisses him on the forehead* Nite, nite, sweetheart. Have good dreams...I love you bigger than the sky.
Smurfy: I love you more, mommy... *close his eyes and falls asleep*
Chi: Sleep well, darling... I love you... *Pulls covers up around them, and tries to sleep*
Chisette: Oc of MySmurfyFriend
Smurfy, Emotionette, Clumsy Brainy, Fighter and Brainette: mine