I woke up and laid there on my bed… what was wrong with me? I felt a huge emptiness in my heart as I remembered yesterday's events…

"I can't believe you did this to me Peter Parker! You said you would never leave me and what did you do? You fucking left me to die with Venom. WITH FUCKING VENOM!," yelled Mary Jane.

"Mary, I'm so sorry, it was the only way to dismantle the bomb. Just ple-"

"I don't want to hear it. I'm done with whatever this is. Go ahead and save the fucking world Mr. Webby. No one likes you and you will never be accepted by anyone." Mary Jane flipped me off and walked off. She paused in the middle of the street.

"Why are you still standing there? Its over!"

"Mary, please, I really did-"

A car at full speed hits Mary Jane. Her body flies into the air. The dangling body then falls to the ground into a trash can. The trash can falls to the ground, pouring blood from the silver cylinder.

"Mary!" Peter stood there. His eyes teared up and couldn't look at what happened. How come his senses came to him when Mary was hit? Peter grabbed his cell-phone and called 911. The dispatcher told Peter to stay calm and just wait. Peter decided to go home. He felt no point in staying looking at the corpse with the crimson blood all over the silk dress…

I slowly get up from my bed and turn on the TV.

"Breaking News: 42 Confirmed dead. All deaths happened in one night. There are 17 people reported missing. Reports believe that New York City is no longer safe. All citizens, be wary of your children and be cautious on the streets"

I stand there, shocked. Are my senses still gone?

I shoot a web onto my ceiling. I hang from it. Why do I still have my powers if my senses disappeared?

I begin to cry and sit in the middle of my room. It must've been Mary Jane. She made me feel stronger and now that she isn't here, she's gone…

I slowly stand up and go to the restroom. I strip off my clothes and go into the shower. I cleanse myself of my wounds from fighting with Venom. I begin crying again after watching Mary Jane die. I stand there with the steaming water pouring on me. I decided to sit in the tub of the shower. I begin weeping, hoping that I didn't risked what I did when I fought Venom.

Suddenly, a voice comes from inside the restroom.

"Spidey, you ok?"