Preface
My heart literally hurts
My chest is in pain
Life without you
Will never be the same
I cannot blame you For all fault was of mine I beg of you my love, For your heart and mine
Dear love of my life why did fate get in the way why couldn't it simply just leave you and me Dear love of my life I'll always be here keep your soul in preservation Until I am near
All happiness was replaced by darkness when he left. He didn't want to, she kicked… and screamed. Calling out in despair as the wait of loss dropped onto my shoulders, falling to my knees, howling in desperation.
I will find her.
He has to be out there somewhere, people don't vanish... they go missing but he had to... I mean he didn't want too and I really didn't want here to but if you love them…you must let them go, and I did, love him, with all I am, my heart and soul!
I will find him
I sweared it, promised and I NEVER break my word.
CHAPTER 1
As I walked down the long, narrow ally, I looked up to the horrific grey sky. My feet scuffing in a rhythm-less echo. Of course, the sky wasn't really grey it was a shiny blue, sickening really. My vision, you see, is clouded by despair these days, despair and loss. It's all I have anymore. Soon I'll have love again, when I find her. And I will! I'll find her! Eventually I got to the end of the ally, after all the narrow tubes and sharp turns; it was a small relief to be in the open air. I look around slowly, observing everything in my path. I smirk grimly as I look from house to house, admiring the long, elegant windows, the tall stainless white doors and the dainty little trees covered with bright alluring flowers. As I approach my destination I hesitantly push the door open, an eerie screech rings from the old decaying hinges. Stepping cautiously inside, I stumble into the hall before turning towards the curious face of the seer. Sitting down gracefully on a small settee behind me. I sit patiently as the young boy glances up and down my delicate silhouette in the shadowy room. I can almost taste his reaction as he sees the way that my skirt hugs my thighs, outlining my shapely figure as the curves of my legs flow down to my 5 inch heeled boots. The way my ruffled black top fits tightly around my stomach, enhancing my skinny torso. A constant breeze flutters through the room making my hair blow elegantly, my red highlights glistening under the small UV ray.
"So we meet again," I smirk grimly, tilting me head slightly, my opaque onyx eyes connecting with her small hazel pupil.
CHAPTER 2
"I guess we do my dear," the small boy stares up at me, with glazed eyes.
"Stop delaying Mali, I don't have a lot of time," I say, glaring directly into his eyes, smirking slightly as he turns his head slightly, avoiding eye contact.
"Would you like some tea?" He says, getting up slowly, turning to walk out
I stand up, glaring at him, I reach for a close lamp, however the second I make contact with the object, I fall to the floor.
"Noooooooooooooooooo! Please don't take her! She's all I have left, I beg you Lamia.
PLEASE!"