This is a Fic for the 'death' of a oc of mine, Wild Horse, and her final thoughts. not really based on anything, but set in Fairy tail.
So. This was it. The end. Why did it have to happen now? When things were going so well? I had finally gotten them to accept me. To like me. Isn't that what i always wanted?
I feel dirty now. Covered in my blood, bleeding out from my wound. I would have to wonder who has to clean this up. I never really thought I would go like this. I had always thought that someone would be there, but now, they're too busy, so I'm alone again. It always ends up like this. First Father, then Mother, and now my friends. Always gone when i needed them, but this time, i'm grateful they are gone. I wouldn't want anyone to see me like this.
I passed out for while and woke up covered in a collapsed building. Its comforting in a way. Now they might just think I was crushed, not defeated. I would hate that more than anything.
Passed out again. Everything's getting rather cold. I just keep shivering. I wonder where my mother is...
Fic end! i just wanted some of the people i'm roleplaying with to be able to read this, since they asked. XD