A/N: Heeey, people! Welcome to my drabble archive for snowbert stories! I hope you guys will like! Critism is appreciated (I'm joking, you bi-somethings better not insult my snowbert! I'm warning you.. Oh, I have back-up in case you guys wanna die early).
Chapter 1: Unwanted, and unexplained, feelings
Julian is sitting on the hospital bed, (Barry had just left) thinking about everything. And fighting with himself about Caitlin.
Julian's POV
Killer Frost. Dr Snow is Killer Frost. But that that makes absolutely no sense whatsoever! I know Dr Snow. She's no killer. In fact, she's very kind, and sweet, and so beautiful. Stop it, Julian Albert Desmond. She's not your type. And why would she ever see you as more than that snobbish, egoistic, rude guy that Allen hates. And besides, she's no angel either. She kidnapped you, and gave you that awful frostbite. And she's a meta. That too a dangerous one with cold powers. She deserves to be in jail. But she's not, because of you. No, because of Allen. Does that make you jealous, Julian? What? No, of course not! I'm not jealous of Allen! Oh, nooo of course not, you're just jealous of his relationship with Dr Snow. Excuse you, but they are just friends. Well, it's good that you made sure of that. What are you talking about, you irritating side of me? For your information, I am not "the irritating side of you", I'm your subconscious mind. And I was talking about- wait, what was I talking about? See, now you made me forget! And you say I'm "the irritating side of you". Oh, shut up! And I do not have feelings for Dr Snow. Yeah right, keep telling yourself that. Oh, and what's that supposed to mean? Something.
You're really annoying, you know that? Technically, you're annoying, because I'm you. See what I mean? Annoying. You know what's annoying? The fact that you can't admit that you actually like Dr Snow. For the last time, I do not like Dr Snow! So you're telling me that you don't care who she's friends with, or what kind of food she's allergic to, or if she likes Chinese takeaway. Yes. Are you telling me that you don't want to know how she spends her nights, or who she's romantically involved with, or if she likes Allen? She does not like Allen! Yeah, yeah, I know. I was in the zone and it just came out. But what if she did? What would you do? I'd kill myself. Really? No! Geez, I was really hoping. Will you shut up if I say that I like her? That depends... Shut up! Nope, you didn't say it. Fine, I give up, maybe I think she's pretty. That's all it is. I don't love her or something. Right, so then what you felt for her a couple hours ago wasn't real? What I felt, was fear. And it was quite real. No, you felt sorry for her. That's why you didn't let her go to prison. Because you care about her. She's a fellow human being, and I didn't think that she deserved to go to prison. Besides, I was just looking for an excuse to get rid of Allen. And that's all it was, an excuse.
So that's all she is? An excuse? Yes. At least for now.
A/N: Yay! He sorta likes her! Tell me what you thought about this chapter! And don't worry, criticism IS appreciated, I was not joking. And I'm sorry if you guys got confused at the way it was written, yunno with Julian and his subconscious mind's lines. Any who, I hope you'll enjoyed this! (I know I did, in a way :)