Pain. A One-shot fic

"Please Seth, shut up." I whined. He'd been talking about his stupid PS2 game the entire day.

"I don't care that you can't unlock that stupid level." He rolled his eyes, and continued where he'd left off before I interrupted his precious conversation to Paul and Jake. I cannot take this anymore.

"Seth, do you really have to be this annoying?" I snarled. Seth turned around and stuck his tongue out at me. How childish. "Can't you go somewhere else?"

"This is a Quileute campfire. I belong here just as much as you do." He sighed. "Why don't you go somewhere else? Take a walk with Jared and Kim or something."

"Ugh, fine. Y'know little brother, I unlocked that level two weeks ago in my account." I grinned, and made my way to Kim.

"Seth isn't bothering anyone else. Besides, you're one to talk. Ha. You're the annoying one." Jacob rolled his eyes, and high fived Paul, who's hand was in front of his face.

I growled. "At least I'm not in love with my ex-almost-girlfriends' baby!" I cocked my head forward. He started to tremble. "Oh? At least I'm not a bitter ex-girlfriend who's ex-boyfriend just happened to imprint on my cousin."

"Jacob." Sam warned.

"What? I'm just stating the truth." He mentioned innocently, still shaking slightly. "She started it, stupid hag."

That did it. I exploded out of my clothes and pounced on him. Well, there goes my new shirt. The boys better not think about this. I snarled. Before I could do anything to Jake, Sam was behind me, pulling me back with his teeth. Jake glared at me, and Seth was covering his eyes. He hated when I phased in front of him. I looked around to see Kim and Emily's identical masks of horror. I growled at them. There were four wolves in front of me now. Sam, Jared, Paul, and Jake. I growled, and ran into the forest. I had to calm myself down.

Ugh, Jacob, That boy is such an idiot.

I tried to breathe steadily.

You do know I can hear you right, jealous hag?

Jacob. Don't start. You've done enough for one day.

She started it!

Stupid child. I thought. You don't know shit what I've been through.

LEAH. STOP IT.

Whatever.

I ran deeper and deeper into the forest, hopefully calming myself down to apologize to Kim and Emily. They didn't deserve that. It's just, the jealousy. It overpowered me back there. Sam was my love. And Emily had to come along and just snatch him from me. No, No. It wasn't her fault, nor Sam's. It was the werewolf complications we had to deal with. Sam used to call me LeeLee. Just hearing him say that was my favorite thing to hear in the world. But he would never say that to me anymore. Instead, I have to hear him call Emily, my cousin, close as a sister, Emily, Emmie. It killed me inside. It did. I missed Sam. So much so, that for almost a year now, I'd cry myself to sleep, because otherwise, I'd have to stay awake and think about him.

My only love.

Oh. Sam thought.

I stopped in my tracks.

Oops.

I realized Sam, Jake, Jared, and Paul were probably still listening. I stopped in my tracks, and knelt down, snout to the ground, paws covering my eyes. The tears were streaming down my face now. I wondered when the pain about him would finally end. He was happy. That's all I'd ever wanted for him. To be happy. If that need for him to be happy was fulfilled, why wasn't I happy?