Something has been on my mind lately, and it's literally been driving me insane. This is something that could totally change my life for the better, and I am so not a very patient person. This is killing me right now. I don't want to think about it too much, so lets just say this involves one of the people I have known for a long time and they might like me. When I got the answer I did I was speechless, I had no clue how to react. His exact words were " I don't know, I don't want to say yes and not mean it." The answer was a decent answer, but now that's all I can think of. I asked him this question yesterday, and I can't help but replay the past two days in my head.

Thursday:

Today was a new thing the hospital was doing for Valentines Day, which is on saturday. The female doctors have a paper cut out heart on them with their name on it, and they can't talk to any male doctors otherwise they get the heart. It's called "Hush Hearts". Some people think this is stupid, but it's something fun to do.

I knew I would have the worst day today, because I know House will try to get my heart, and he will stop at nothing to do so. Like I walked into the clinic and into my office. He came up from behind me and just tickled me, which sucks because I am the most ticklish person in the world, I laughed but didn't speak. It took a lot of strength not to talk and say stop, but I managed to do it.

The rest of the day was hard. I love to just make fun of him sometimes, and I know just how to do it. He is really ticklish, so I decided to just jab him in the sides, which is the worst spot for him, but but he turned around right as I was about to do it.

" NO! Why did you turn around!?" Then I realized what I had just done. He now had my heart. He laughed and motioned for it. I didn't hand it to him to he just grabbed it off my chest.

That night we were texting and I just asked him plain and simple. Do you like me? And he said that at the moment he didn't know, and that he didn't want to say yes and not mean it. Which I think was a very good answer, and I accepted it.

Friday:

We hung out all day and then texted some more. When we were hanging out it was all flirting hard core, and some hilarious jokes and talking. I knew he liked me, but I didn't want to get my hopes up incase it was gonna be no. I really wanted to ask him if he did or not, but I didn't want to seem desperate. So I talked to Julia and she agreed to wait a bit longer. So let's just say that night I didn't sleep well. I was so nervous of what he would say, but that did lead to an amazing dream.

Saturday: (AKA Valentines Day)

So today was a very weird day that I kind of wanted to avoid. This was a day meant for couples and almost two weeks ago I dumped a guy I was dating for two months. I worked a full day, and when I got home I no longer could hold it in, so after a very strange question from House I asked. And the time between sending it and him answering seemed like a lifetime. And finally it came.

I asked if he had made up his mind if he liked me or not and he said.

" Yes to both." I was speechless. I guess Valentines Day is a day worth remembering from now on.