A lonely candle, flickering violently is my only friend tonight. The rest have gone to sleep. But I stay up just to listen to the falling of the autumn rain thumping against the window like my heart inside my chest. This is my only comfort. Holding tightly onto the warm blanket surrounding me, I feel myself falling into the dream world. I try so hard to keep from going there; all that awaits me are the nightmarish memories that continue to haunt me. But my weeping eyes start to close and I can hear your voice calling my name...

Cold, that's all I can feel...