I felt like crying , I don't want to lose my friends . I want to always remember them , but after today I won't remember a single thing . They give those fake smiles that everything is alright . That sickens me inside , because a few months ago I did the same thing when someone else got decomissioned .
I stepped into the room , followed by my so called friend . Her red hair was still hidden under her helmet . Her hair's pretty when she fixes it , other times its either hidden or messy . Ha , just like me to get distracted so easily like that . She has sadness written all over her face . There are sometimes I wonder how hard it is for her to actually be the one to decomission all of us . She's a week younger than me , so by this time next week , she herself will get decomissioned .
The friends I'm leaving now are ok ,but they're not my origional friends . They were all older than me , They all forgot everything about me and this place . To make it worse , They all moved as well . I will be moving soon , but not too far from here , only furthur down in the state . I was the last one left of that group and soon a few new kids younger than me were assigned to my sector .
I took one last look at everything before I'd forget it . I wanted to remember it . I just had to .
I blinked .
Where am I ? I blinked once again and I'm standing in front of my house . Wow , what happened . Oh well , I better get inside. today's my thirteenth birthday . Something doesn't feel right though , Like Something's missing . I don't remember anything about today except today's my birthday . I hardly remember anything about the past few years .
Huh , I guess I'll remember what it is Later .