a/n: Hi! It's me with a new one-shot! Yay! This one doesn't have a pairing. I sorry. Umm, it's a Cat one-shot. It's pretty dark. So, just a warning. I hope you like!
Cat can't help but let the negative thoughts swirl around in her head. She can't help the fact it consumes her. Ruins her. Everything she once found beautiful, turned into a horrible reminder.
She is nothing.
She will forever be nothing.
She couldn't help but listen to those mean taunting voices in her head.
They were so loud.
So loud.
She needed to drown them out. She needed them to stop.
Her sleep wasn't even safe. They haunt her dreams.
Her mind use to be a very safe and loving place. But her happy castle and rainbows were destroyed.
Voices tell her she isn't worth it.
Telling her there is no point to live.
Usually dying her hair, helped tune out the voices.
The red, made her think of love, and happiness.
But it didn't help.
If that didn't help, what will?
Cat tried to think of ways to end the pain, or at least numb it.
She searched her fridge, for that one thing she heard works.
She hopes its in here.
The voices taunt and taunt.
Cat wanted to scream.
She threw everything on the ground. Milk and soda spilling around her.
She finally saw it. She grabbed three bottles, and made her way to the car.
She knew nobody would be able to see her through the dark tinted windows.
She stared at the beer.
She wanted this to work.
She needed this to work.
She drank the first one, first sip, nice and slow.
The voices began to quiet down.
Cat, eager chugged the rest.
The adrenaline and alcohol rushing through her system.
The voices were almost gone.
She chugged the other bottle. Her mind was numb.
It felt so nice.
She felt nothing. Nothing at all.
The voices stopped.
But another voice took over, controlling her every movement.
Letting the alcohol take over. Letting it make all the decisions.
Cat just enjoyed the silence.
She drove near the edge of a cliff.
She finished the third bottle.
She stumbled and staggered to the edge.
She felt fuzzy, and funny. Everywhere was numb, and everything hurt.
Suddenly the affects wore off. The voices were screaming.
She looked at the bottom, seeing the waves crash on the rocks below.
Do it! Jump off! The voices screamed.
She needed something else to drink.
Or maybe I need to listen, she thought.
Maybe that will finally shut them up.
Her mind was getting fuzzy.
She took a deep breath.
She walked closer to the edge.
Now you decide the rest.
a/n: Well, I hope you liked it. It's kind of cliff hanger, literally. What ending do you wanna see happen? Well, thanks for reading and I hope you review. Have a wonderful Thursday. Or whatever say you end up reading this.
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