Hey all! I decided it was time. Time for me to write an Angel Sanctuary fanfic of course! I've wanted to forever but I never really decided too. But now it's changed. Here it is my first, and hopefully not last, Angel Sanctuary fanfic. It's a Katan/Rosiel. Yes, it's guy guy, so if you don't like it… DON'T READ IT!

Rating: T for Teens or PG-13 (Kind of the same thing… I think)

Disclaimer: Ha ha ha I don't even have enough time to update my stories! How do you expect me to write something like this! But if you're willing to give it to me… I could have a change of heart…

Always from Afar

Katan stood on the edge of one of the many building in Tokyo. He watched as the sun slowly came up. The colors changing the sky. No longer was it only blue, it was also orange, yellow, and pink. All colors could be spotted, somehow. Though the sky never truly changed. It would always be the same as it was the day before.

Katan sighed as he began walking down the stairs that lead to the rooms below. Here Rosiel and he stayed. He knew that his lord wouldn't be up soon. Or maybe he would. You never knew with Rosiel. One day it would please him, the next make him sick with anger. He, unlike the sky, was always changing. Unless it had something to do with his sister, his dear, dear sister Alexiel.

Sometimes Katan felt so useless. He would do anything to give Lord Rosiel all that he wanted, but he never could. Katan could never force Alexiel to come be with his lord. He could never force her to love him. Though in a way, Katan never wanted that to happen. He never wanted Alexiel to love his lord. Though in a way he did, his lord would be happy, so, Katan should be happy as well.

Slowly a door began opening. Katan knew who would be walking out. His lord Rosiel of course. Rosiel did in fact walk out of that room, and Katan could not help but to be shocked by his lord's beauty.

His long, beautiful hair, sliver and smooth as always, even though he just got out of bed. His full lips, and perfect eyes. Katan had always thought his Lord was beautiful. What angel did not? Rosiel looked at Katan with his perfect eyes, and said,

"Katan, am I beautiful?"

"Of course Lord Rosiel, none in heaven can ever compare to your beauty." Katan answered, as he did almost every morning.

Everyday Rosiel would ask him the same question. Once, twice, maybe more. Always Katan told him he was beautiful. For it was true. At times it did not seem that Rosiel thought that. Perhaps that was why he asked it so much.

After asking Katan the question of the day, Rosiel returned to his room, most likely dressing. Suddenly footsteps were heard coming towards him. Katan knew who it would be. How could he not? In walked Kirie, one of his Lord's other subordinates.

"Where is he? Where is Lord Rosiel?" Kirie asked him, her tone, as usual, sounding very high and mighty.

"In his room." Katan answered faithfully, hoping that she didn't barge in there.

She of course, did so. She walked right in without even knocking. Katan would never do such a thing to his lord.

"Lord Rosiel?" She called out, as she closed the door behind her.

Katan let out a sigh. He had never really liked that girl, Kirie. She seemed in love with Rosiel. Though who was not? Other then his sister of course. If she had loved him they wouldn't be here to begin with. None of this ever would have happened had she not rebelled against God, but she did, and Katan was not one to dwell on the past.

Kirie came only with important news from Heaven. If she didn't have important news she would have quickly been thrown out by Rosiel. Katan had seen it happen on more then one occasion. Sometimes he had been the one thrown out. He had stopped bring Rosiel unimportant news, but sometimes Rosiel would kick you out only because he was in a bad mood, or the news, though important, was bad.

Katan knew his Lord well enough. He knew better then to cover up bad news. He would tell Rosiel and accept his punishment right there. Kirie was foolish and didn't tell him. When he found out about it, through Katan or himself, he was very angry and wouldn't speak to the girl.

"Katan, come here." Rosiel called from the room had and Kirie were in.

Katan obeyed, not even thinking for a second. He knew better then to keep Rosiel waiting. It would be worse then anything he had to tell Katan now. At least… that's what Katan thought.

In the room, Rosiel sat on the window sill, his arms rapped around Kirie who sat in his lap, a smile malicious smile on her face. Katan felt a pang in his heart at that moment. He hated seeing his Lord with her. He couldn't stand it.

"Yes my Lord." Katan said with a bow, his face nor his voice gave up his true feelings.

"Katan…" Rosiel began, twirling some of Kirie's hair with his fingers. "No longer do I have any uses for you Katan. Go back to heaven. Now."

Katan was shocked beyond belief. He couldn't---no--- didn't want to believe his Lord had no use for him. He stayed there in shock for a little too long. Kirie rolled her eyes, she probably knew this would happen. Thus her happiness was born. She hated him, almost as much as she loved his Lord.

"What are you still doing here? Leave already!" She told him, hate gracing her features.

Rosiel looked down at her. He didn't like it when his subordinates tried to order others around. He was the only one who should be able to do the ordering. He took his left hand off of Kirie and slapped her across the face. That brought Katan at least a little joy.

"Never repeat my commands." He told her simply. "Leave now Katan. You are unwanted."

"I'm Sorry Lord Rosiel." Kirie said, tears in her eyes. She would love him forever no matter what he did. He was the only angel she would ever think deserved her love. How wrong she was. Katan saw her smile grow as she heard the word 'unwanted'.

Katan eyes grow a little larger, as his lord told him he was unwanted. That was the worst possible thing that could have ever left the delicate lips of Lord Rosiel's mouth. Katan calmed down within seconds. He had to be able to do that. He couldn't show Kirie how hurt he was over this.

Katan bowed again and said. "Yes my Lord."

Katan walked out of the room, and closed the door behind him. He began walking out of the house, maybe a bit to fast. He wanted to leave. No… no he didn't. He wanted to stay, but he needed to leave. And he couldn't go to heaven, not yet. Even if he had to go against Lord Rosiel's wishes.

He found himself in the same park he usually found himself in. Whenever he seemed as though he couldn't take it another moment, he'd go here. Sometimes he couldn't stand to be in that house. No it wasn't because of Kirie, nor was it because of Rosiel. Never would it be because of Rosiel, but because of the tears.

He always felt them coming on. Whenever Rosiel talked of his love of Alexiel, and whenever he was kicked out. One of the two happened almost every day. It took a while, but after it became too much for the ever loving Katan to take, he found himself here. He could take a moment and cry. Just Cry.

He could never do that in the house, Rosiel would know, and if Kirie was there, it'd be even worse. He'd never be able to live it down. And angels live for quite a long time. In a matter of fact, Katan had never heard of an angel dying of old age.

He sat down on a bench, and but his face in his hands. Usually Katan wouldn't cry. He would try and stop the tears from rushing out. But not this time. He was unwanted. Unwanted by the only person/angel he had ever wanted to be wanted by. It was horrible for him. Rosiel's words hurt in many ways.

Katan had always loved him. Never in the father-son way many would expect since Rosiel brought him into this world. He loved him with his whole heart. Maybe even as much as Rosiel loves Alexiel. He could tell Katan of his love all the time. Katan would listen and nod, ignoring the pain inside.

Every time he heard the name Alexiel, his heart gave a shudder. Katan had to fall in love with an angel who had always loved his sister. An angel who would always love his sister. He would continue to love her, until they are both destroyed. Even if one was gone the other would still be that much of a reminder to Katan.

The tears had stopped as they always did. He knew it was human, so very human, but Katan couldn't help it, if the emotions he felt for his Lord were stronger then any other angel had felt. He always felt weak and pathetic after one of these cries. He hated that feeling and wanted nothing more then for it to go away.

Slowly he began walking back. Along the way he noticed things that he hadn't noticed before. Katan sighed. None of it mattered though. He wasn't going back to the house, so there was no point in picking anything up for his Lord.

Katan sighed for a moment and then thought. Katan had forgotten of course that Kirie would be gone, and Rosiel most likely asleep again. He could slip through the house, and no one would notice a thing. So maybe he could pick up something for his lord. His lord wouldn't have to know it was him…

Slowly Katan began looking for something… anything that may please his lord. And that's when he saw them. Roses. Rosiel's favorite flower was a rose. A red rose to be precise. There they were for sale. Katan walked over to the women selling them and she smiled.

"Why Hello. What can I help you with?" She asked him with a smile.

"Roses... Red Roses." Katan told her simply, trying to find a way to pay for it.

"May I suggest one red rose. Anymore then that and it'll seem like an apology." She told him with an all knowing smile.

"Sure… I need some petals… alone to go with that." Katan told her, as he found his empty wallet. He sighed. Maybe he should just go straight back to heaven. "Never mind…" He said as he began walking away.

"What a minute honey." The women called him. She walked over to him and handed him a rose with a white bow tied around it, and a bag of rose petals. "Free of Charge!" She said with a smile. "And I won't take no for an answer." With that women went back to the booth, and engaged in conversation with another customer.

Katan smiled one last time at the women before going back. He continued walking down the busy road until he came to the house that Rosiel was in. It was no longer Rosiel and Katan's place. Just Rosiel's…

He opened the door. They kept it locked of course but Katan would never forget his key. He locked the door from the inside, making sure to keep his lord safe. He then noticed the door to his Lords room was open. Slowly Katan walked inside.

Rosiel lay inside on the bed. His satin sheets not on him, but on the floor, most likely thrown off in a fitful sleep. Katan sighed careful not to wake his lord, and walked over to the bed. He put the sheets back on his Lord, tucking him in.

Katan then spread the rose petals out on the floor, and put the rose on the bedside table. With that Katan was about to leave when Rosiel rolled over. Katan stopped moving and turned to see if he had awakened.

"Sister… Alexiel…." He moaned in his sleep.

Katan looked at him, sadness covering his face. He knew he'd never be the one in his dreams. Never would he be the one in his thoughts. He would never be the anything to Rosiel. He would never be anything but the faithful servant. Walking back to Rosiel, Katan gently laid a kiss on Rosiel's eye brow. Not daring to get any closer to those satin lips.

"Sleep well, my lord." Katan said, with tears in his eyes, knowing yet again that Rosiel would never be his. "Good bye."

Slowly as Katan walked out of the room, and up the stairs, Rosiel's eyes opened. He smiled when he saw the rose and rose petals. Katan always knew what he needed.

"Katan." Rosiel called expecting his servant to come to him.

In a few minutes when Katan didn't come, Rosiel began to call louder, "Katan?" He called.

Rosiel rose and searched the house for Katan swearing he would beat him for not answering his calls. Only then did he remember what he said to Katan. That Katan was unwanted. He didn't actually think Katan would listen. He usually didn't, but he needed to do something to make Kirie trust him even more. Sending Katan away was the only thing he could think of. In a matter of fact Katan was far from unwanted. He was needed.

Rosiel heard the footsteps on the stairs, and knew that Katan hadn't left yet. Hurrying up the stairs with as small sad smile on his face, Rosiel was on the roof, where Katan should have been. Instead, he saw the feathers of an angel, and heard Katan's voice, talking above him.

Katan had flown off only moments before, and the words he uttered in the sky, where the tears slowly fell on to the roof below, some even hitting Rosiel's face.

Rosiel touched the tears that hit his face, the sad smile fading into a sad face. Rosiel didn't know what came over him, but he wanted Katan back. He wanted him back right now! He needed his servant. And for some reason, he felt the urge to touch Katan's face and found out if it was really as soft as he had always thought it was.

'Katan… come back to me."

Above him Katan flew. Not hearing his masters wishes. And then he thought to himself,

I shall always love you, if always from afar.

End (maybe)

Okay I was kind of making this a one-shot but it doesn't really sound that way. If you want me to continue tell me too. If it really sucked… tell me that too… if you liked it (Whoop Whoop Yeah!) tell me. I don't really know what I think about it… it's okay in some parts and In some parts it stinks… at least that's what I think. I really like this couple though! If you tell me to continue it, Rosiel will probably fall in love with Katan…

So Now I'm signing off at 12:50AM! I started this chapter at like… 11:30pm! God my hands and fingers don't really hurt, even though they should… but my eyes are closing fast so I gotta go! Zzz…..Zzz…..Zzz JK!

See ya next time!

Reioko