A thousand years ago, I loved Serenity with all my heart. I had even thought about going to her mother for her hand, it was possible for her to have a child. But then, he came along, Prince Endymion of Earth, mister perfect. Serenity told me first about him and told when they first made love. It sickened me that she would rather be with him then with me. I hoped that she would eventually see the light, but that changed when the Moon Kingdom fell. My spirit watched in anger as she died for that man. She should have died because she couldn't live without me! I was always there for her, no one else.
In the twentieth century, I had seen her with her friends, and had fallen in love with her at first sight. She was a crybaby and a klutz, but I couldn't stop my feelings. Then Tuxedo Kamen came when the Dark Kingdom had arrived. He stole her before I could even meet her. When we received all our memories of the past, I no longer felt weird about my feelings. When Minako and I told the Starlights that we didn't need men to protect Usagi, I was telling the truth. I hated men with a passion, but I loved her. I could only watch as she and Mamoru-san feel deeper in love, watched as they got engaged, watched as they had a child. I'm guilty for feeling that when Mamoru-san went to America, I could finally have her. She cried on my shoulder. I would cry often, in secret, because she would never be mine. I watched in jealousy at Haruka's and Michiru's relationship.
In Crystal Tokyo, I had met a man that I spent my life with, I even had a girl with him. But Serenity, I never forgot my love for her. For thousands of years, she was my first love, and I will never forget the feelings I had for her.