YAY!! my first fanfiction!!!!!!! im really excited, even if yall dont like it :) anyway, i hope you do, here is the first chapter in my story, Renesmee's Accont :)

Enjoy :)

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I sat re-reading the self narrated diaries that my mother had given me. She and my father had been away for longer than usual, and, like in most cases, I missed them, a lot. Suddenly I was bored of reading the books. They were mostly an account of my mom's life after she met my dad.

"Those were the only days that ever really mattered in my human life." She had said when I asked about the rest of her life.

She was so in love with him, it was practically insane. The only thing was that her love didn't seem like normal teenage love. The gushing little girl with her first boyfriend was absolutely not my mom. She was so sensible and smart.

'How utterly unlike me" I thought, depressed for no reason.

It had been like this a lot. My parents would go away on another honeymoon or to meet with some random 'carnivorous' vampires and try to convert them into vegetarians. After they'd been away for a while I would get really tired and upset and just in general depressive. I turned to studying my law books. Lately I'd had a whim to become a lawyer. I already had the 'bloodsucking leech' part down. Twelve minutes later, I'd finished a four hundred page book. Now I was really bored.

I turned away from my desk and looked at Jacob who was always in my room. Being fifteen I should have hated someone standing next to or behind me 24/7, but I never minded Jacob. He was my best friend. The one I used to play make-believe with even though he was so much older than me.

"Jake, come on, we're going to California."

Jacob knew how I was feeling when I said something like that. He got up and went to the bathroom adjoined to my upstairs room where he undressed and turned into a werewolf. I had already opened the window and moved the bug net.

"You first" I said as I threw a change of clothes into a bag already packed with a swimsuit, underwear, deodorant, a cell phone, and six hundred dollars cash.

Jake launched himself out of the second floor window. I swung the bag over my back and followed him down more gracefully. The second my feet touched the ground I sped off to the south. Jacob followed. We ran non-stop at full speed for around five hours until we crossed the state border. We were surrounded by trees, deep in the wilderness.

"West coast" I said in response to a question I could already see forming on Jake's wolf face.

We ran to an empty old abandoned beach. It was warm. Jake didn't even turn human again. He just spread out as a wolf and fell asleep on the beach. I changed into my one piece and ran out to the water. I swam hard for awhile, trying to drown my frustration at my parents in endorphins created by exercise. It worked. I floated around calmly for awhile. After the sun had set magnificently, I woke Jacob.

"We're going home" I put the words directly into his mind.

I could tell what he was thinking 'That was fast' I play slapped him on the shoulder. When he looked at me inquisitively I put my hand back on his shoulder and showed him what I said.

"Your muzzle gave you away." I joked.

Jacob pawed the ground the ground excitedly, like he was gonna trick me. I shot off like a bullet before he could do a thing. Laughing, I ran home.

"I beat you, again!" I said after Jake had turned human again.

Jake looked shocked, he'd really given it his all this time.

"Rematch!" he demanded.

"Not now, I wanna go talk to Jazz."

"Maybe I should come with, Ness. You know, just in case."

"Maybe not." I said with an edge to my voice.

Jake frowned a little bit and then stalked off to sulk.

Jacob didn't like my uncle Jasper too much. He was always afraid that he would end up eating me. He didn't trust me with anyone but himself and my parents. And, okay, sometimes it got close, if he hadn't hunted recently, but I always got out of the way in time, and we never told anyone about those times. Right after that though Jasper would go and hunt. Mostly so that he wouldn't jump at me again, but also so that my dad wouldn't find out. I'm pretty sure my aunt Alice knew everything though. She usually came bursting in right after I would jump out of Jazz's way. She didn't mind 'being unsafe' as Jacob called it. She believed that Jasper could do no wrong.

My uncle Jasper was my favorite relative. He was always very quiet, but when he did speak, it was worth listening to. I went to Jasper's room, but as I approached I heard Jasper's voice and Alice's soft breathing.

"I wish they would quit leaving her here with no one but Jacob. They just got into a tiff because he doesn't want her hanging out with me and the poor girl misses her parents so much. If they could just take her with them once. One time is all I ask for. But Edward never has cared too much what I had to say and Bella's afraid of me half the time and curious about me the other half." Jasper sounded at a loss.

I walked in, closing the door behind me and flopped onto the couch next to Alice. I pulled my knees up onto the sofa and lay my head on Alice's lap. She stroked my hair the way my mom did. A wave of nostalgia crashed on me and sad, silent tears spilled down my face. I saw Jasper, who was sitting at the desk in front of us, wince. He felt the same sadness that I did.

"I'm not stupid," I said addressing them both; "I know my parents aren't honeymooning and I know they're not converting vampires into vegetarians. The only reason I played along was because I thought that if I stayed ignorant for awhile you guys might tell me what's really going on."

Jasper loved me a lot, despite the few times he'd almost attacked me, and he couldn't bear to see me this upset.

"Oh fine, Renes…" but Alice cut in to whatever he was going to say.

"No Nessie. Your parents don't want you to know right now. And if you interfere, I won't be able to see them anymore and they won't be safe." She spoke as if it was final.

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A.N.

How was that for a start? i cant read your minds, so you're gonna have to review review review !!!!!!!!!!!!! wait, i need some help, can yall tell me where edward and bella went????

thank you to all my readers and especially WorldWildlifeWings (Alice Raelic) who introduced me to fanfic :) :)