Hullo, before I begin I would like to say sorry to Lily (Lena) Evens for not updating my other Suikoden story. I just don't like that chapter and want to improve it.
The words of Yun
Gentle spirit; please heed my call to you. I must tell you things that will help you in the future... What do I do in my free time you say? Well, I soar over the grasslands like the graceful griffins, skipping on the wind. I laugh and dance on the water ripples, playing with the elements and nymphs. Respected by all who hear my journey, my devotion to my tribe and the respected Flame Champion. Men and woman alike gossiping and telling my high spirits for being sacrificed for the release of the True Water Rune. Oh, they are full of compliments and grief for my loss, shortening my life for the sake of the war, a war that will be continued a few years later. Yes, I have envisioned the new war right before my death, how my sacrifice was for not and what I was fighting for would have continued either way. More blood and lives lost for a simple cause.
So why did I do it? Why does a warrior go into battle? Most likely part of it was honor or maybe it was for another reason. Like for a once in a lifetime chance to become a spirit and guide the grasslands through relentless times of peace and war? Was it for the chance to rid myself of visions that woke me up screaming, terrified for the Flame Champion and Alma Kinnan? Was it for Yuiri and Yumi? Rid of Yuiri of the premonition girl who questioned and confused her numerous times. Free her of questioning herself if she believed me before every battle. And Yumi, poor Yumi, who looked into my mournful eyes as she described the outside world to me which I would never see before I became a spirit. Who stood by me thick and thin when fellow warriors questioned my spiritual connection thousands of times. Or, was it for two other people, who wanted to see each other so badly that risking a nation didn't stand a chance for there desire to meet. I believe I did it for all of the reasons, especially the last one. But sometimes I regret it, the last one. Because my actions killed one of them, the one who wanted to reconnect himself to the True Rune for the sake of the grasslands. Yes, my actions brought grief to Chris's kind heart. And then making herself take the Rune that most likely caused her father to die. But this part I'm almost ashamed for. Me, being all high and mighty went and talked to her, making her think that two souls were lost for what, a True Rune that reminds her everyday of her loss.
Yes, I do believe in some parts of the Masked Bishops campaign, but not so much that I would leave my life and village for some lost cause. I see in my dreams that nobody believes him totally. They just use him, or want something of him, one for chaos, another for status, and finally for love. Yes, I do believe that Sarah didn't fully believe in him. I think she just blindly followed him into mayhem and chaos.
Now I'm just babbling to you. I originally wanted to tell you two things, on this spirit ceremony night. First, believe in what you do and you will prevail until the boundaries of time. Second, don't be afraid what is to come, a relentless battle that will control your life until you die.
I have no clue if I'll make anything of this. It just came to me as I wrote. I just figured out another thing why I'm not updating faster. I hate typing…pathetic excuse…