It will never be the same...

Being in the Animorphs is a full time job,
I used to cry every time I made a kill,
Even over a termite,
But now, killing is of my own will.

I hope that when this battle ends,
I will not be engulfed in fame,
Or be insane,
But even then, I shall never be the same.

Before I was an Animorph,
I had plenty of time for school,
But now,
I don't even have time for a leisurely swim at the pool.

I used to have a hard time to fib to my parents,
But now, it doesn't hurt me to do it anymore,
It just comes naturally now,
The only truth I can ever say to my parents now, is "I despise the wars."