I hate you
I don't know why I feel this way and it kills me to know I think this way about you
But what you have done is unforgivable, that it makes me sick just thinking about it
You told me that you loved me and that I was the only one for you
I gave you my heart, my soul, my very being, and I told you that I loved you
And in return you gave me all that you possessed
But as time went on that flame of ours slowly died and you no longer told me you loved me or care about me
In a single day you broke everything that we've worked so hard to build
And I hate you for that, as I hate my for hating you
I hate you for telling me you found someone else, someone you love more then me
I hate you for taking my heart that day and breaking it as if it meant nothing to you
How stupid could I have been to think anyone could love me?
I begged you to reconsider, to stay with me, to work things out
But all you did was look at me and tell me it wasn't worth it, I wasn't worth it
And now I sit on my bed, tears run freely down my face as I think about you and what we had together
I hate you with everything I have left and it kills me to know after tonight, my actions will mean nothing to you
I'm not afraid, nor am I sad as I place the barrel of your favourite gun into my mouth
My only regret will be not telling you personally just how much I hate you
Okay I know it's short but that all I got in me, sorry if there's mistakes but I just had to get it out of me. Please leave a review and tell meyour thoughts on it.Thanks from:
Sara Anne Harding