all i did was so you care,
i never ment to hurt you,
never ment to call you a toy,
when in all fairnees,
i was your toy,
you had me wrapped around your finger,
i would have done anything for your love,
but not anymore,
as may last act of true love to you,
was to give up my life,
to buy you some time,
but you cried,
you cried over me,
how can this be?
do you love me?
now that it is to late,
or are you crying for the sake of it?
either way,
im happy in my choice,
i have but minutes left,
i wont last long,
she thinks im gone,
but im hanging on,
she lays me down,
with such care,
screams my name,
i try to open my eyes,
to see if what i hear is true,
somthing splashes on my cheek,
it is her tears,
she screames at deep blue,
good luck,
i think,
knowing she cant here,
but i think it anyway,
i wish her to win,
with the last of my strength,
i dont want her to die,
i just hope that,
my last act of love,
was enough for her to see,
what i always saw,
a strong,
beautiful,
caring person,
pouring her love,
into the wrong person,
when she could have poured it into me,
and saved me from this desprate act,
the darkness is coming,
i only have seconds,
i think over my life,
and those i shall miss,
even though he annoys me,
i hope tart is ok,
same as pai,
i hope they sort our planet out,
considering i couldnt,
im sorry,
but now i must go,
i wait for the dark,
to steal me away, but it doesnt happen,
i become confussed,
and i slowly begin to see light,
a blue light,
its scaring away the darkness,
and calling me back,
im unsure if i should,
what will she think of me,
shell probably not care,
she has masaya,
stupid tree hugging masaya,
who will one day leave her,
when i never would,
i begin to feel again,
i begin to breath,
i feel pain,
most of all,
i begin to hear,
someone breathing closly,
against my cheek,
my smell returns to me,
all i smell is strawberrys,
and blood,
next is my sight,
my eyes open,
vision blurry,
but it clears quickly,
i hear shuffleing,
i gasp at i saw
"ichigo?" i ask the angel smiled,
before nodding,
i was confussed,
i thought she hated me?
"what happened?" i ask,
"you killed yourself for me, and i brought you back" she explained,
voice ringing with truth,
i become more confussed,
"but why? dont you hate me?" i ask,
she giggles,
"i did hate you but you do truely love me" she says happily,
before bending over to softly kiss my lips,
it then hits me,
i must be in heaven,
as there is no way on earth,
my kitten would be glad to see me,
a silent tear escaping my eye,
as i realise...
...i have died!
me: T_T so what do you think? this made me cry when i wrote it as i thought it would be what kisshu truely thought before he died :/ please review :) x