Title: Emotionless
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Stargate doesn't belong to me and I make no money from it
In 'Company of Thieves' after Sam removes the beacon what happens to her in the time it takes to get the transponder to the planet, before she gets taken back to the rest of the crew.
'There it's out' Sam turned to her captor holding the transponder in her hands, trying to avoid looking at the body of Colonel Emerson still lying lifelessly on the floor.
'Good' replied Anateo without looking at her and gestured towards his lieutenants. One of the men grabbed the box out of her hands and he, with the other men, hurried off command. Anateo turned from where he was staring out of the window and smirked at her.
'There is much more work for you to do still. We damaged this ship quite badly, and so easily. But before that I think we need a little break don't you?'
So quickly she couldn't react he was in front of her, pinning her to the wall; she froze in fear – her training disappearing in one terrified second. All she could feel was his body pressing into hers as the edges of the consoles dug into her back. The stink of his breath as he brought his face closer to hers was overwhelming. Just as suddenly as it had come the panic was over, her reflexes kicking in. She struggled to throw him off using all her strength and every move she knew but his superior weight and leverage gave him too much of an advantage.
Anateo pulled his face away from hers and with a quick, brutal movement smashed her body against the consoles. Dazed she slid down towards the floor. 'You will pay for that' he snarled at her slapping her face hard enough that she tasted blood. Lowering himself over her he kissed her roughly both hands gripping her arms hard to hold her to the floor. She felt his weight pressing her into the floor and turned her head to the side meeting Emerson's dead eyes.
This was it then, she thought. She had managed to avoid this all through her career. Her teammates had always kept her safe and would have protected her with their lives if it had come to it. But it was going to happen out here in space where she was all alone. His hands continued groping down her body grabbing her harshly wherever he wanted, seeming to take joy in the winces of pain which she couldn't help. Sam just lay there trying to stay emotionless and hoping that if she didn't struggle it would just be over.
'I will enjoy this' Anateo whispered in her ear his hands moving to his zip, Sam squeezed her eyes shut and imagined she was somewhere else, anywhere else but here.
'Sir the black box has reached the planet, I…'
Anateo quickly stood up and glared at the man. Sam gasped in the sudden flood of relief. He was off her now all she had to do was keep it that way.
'Very good. Take her back to the holding room until we're ready to begin repairs. And get rid of him,' he said gesturing to the body on the floor.
Sam let herself be dragged to her feet, her legs almost wouldn't hold her up as she was pushed through the corridors. She knew she couldn't let this affect her; she was in charge now and had to be strong for the rest of the crew. None of them had to know what ahd happened, any sadness she showed could just be blamed in the Colonel's death. She had to think of a way out of this and she couldn't do that if she was ruled by her emotions. As she was thrown back into the room though, she couldn't help but let a few tears escape. She was god knows where on a broken ship with none of the people she would usually rely on, she had to depend on herself this time.