Cuddy
Why him? Why do I love him? What is so special, that one difference that makes him stand out? Surely it's not the way he acts. He shouts at me, expects me to do whatever he wants. So why do I listen? Am I that weak? Too many questions and not enough answers. I love him, I hate him, I don't want him to do those things, yet I give permission, I want him, I push him away, I need him and I hurt him. It's complicated and yet so easy. I just don't know what to do. How can I ever tell him I love him? He doesn't love me back. Every time I show hate, he shows it too. Every time he wins, he doesn't look back. Every time I push him away he's eager to go. Every time I hurt him, he does the same.
How can I ever win?
God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me
House
I can never let it show. It will be the end. The end of my job, the end of our fights, the end of everything. How did we ever come here? It wasn't like this before, before we got out jobs, before the surgery, before everything. We loved each other, but I screwed up, hurt her and left her with the broken pieces. I should have helped her, I should have done something, but I just left her. She's better of without me, I can see it in her eyes every time I look at her. She wants me, but I will only hurt her. She loves me, but I will only break her heart. I can't love someone, I'm broken. She only feels sorry for me for taking my leg, I can't take advantage of her. It'll break me, her and everyone around us. I can't be with her, nor without her.
How can I ever win?
The white snow falls-----I cannot see
On my black heart-------- in front of me
Say it to me in a way that I can understand
I hear You call-------------loud and clear
It melts my heart----------take my fear
Show me how to see the love that brings serenity
Wilson
I can see it. One step forward, two steps back. They fight to show they care, but they always end up hurting each other badly. Everyone thinks he's the bastard and she's strong. But when you look deeper you'll see it's the opposite. She's weak despite her strong appearance, she needs someone to care for her, to love her, to tell her she's perfect like she is, weaknesses and all. He cares, he cares so much he can't let it show because it will break him into tiny bits, he needs someone that doesn't take advantage of his weakness and tells him it's ok to care. But I'm the only one who sees it. The only one that sees they are broken and that the only one who can help is the other. They can't see it, despite their abilities to read each other.
How can I ever help them win?
You decide
Who will you run to
Wrong or right
There is no reason,
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
You decide
Ducklings
Everyone sees it. The dance, the fights for attention, every thing they do is dripping tension, every comment they make is full of love, every thing they do is screaming for attention. He would do something stupid that gets him to her office in record time to get more clinic hours and just see her, she would do something to set him of and begs him to realize she just plain wants him. Then he'll walk away, do something stupid and the whole thing would start over again. And it never changes, it always stays the same, it drives everyone around them insane, but they can't even see it's there
How can they ever win?
We're looking for some action!
We need something to happen!
No more wasted nights and days!
We're looking for some action!
???
They all have their things. Their opinions to share, their need to help, their lives to lose and their questions to ask. But what they don't see is that it's already happening. It's already changing. Every time questions are asked they're closer to an answer. Every time they're afraid it's closer to feeling brave. Every time they want to help it's closer to being actually helpful. And every time they talk about it it's closer to being real. Because that is what this is. Inevitable. The truth. Something that can't be changed. All they need to do is just let each other know about their love. It's that what always starts a closer relationship. And if they love each other, it will be meant to be.
They will win.
Don't be afraid to...
Stand up,
Stand up if your broken
Stand up,
Stand up if your feel ashamed
You are not alone when you hurt this way
Stand up,
Stand up if you need love
Stand up,
This is not judgment day
You don't have to hide
There's no need to run
Everything will be okay
lol, just got hit by inspiration while listening to this band I just discovered, fireflight. All the cursive stuff are chorusses from songs of that band.
in order:
unbreakable
serenity
you decide
action
stand up
oh, and please, please enter my new contest. I want entries, no one ever enters. Well, almost no one, but I had to pick the winner for the last one from exactly 1 person...