You were strong

While I sat

You smiled

While I frowned

You fought

While I glared

You loved

A heartless bastard like me…

I fight

for you

to live up to your

expectations

and standards

Wanting to be worthy

of calling you a

Part of Me

…The girl with a broken smile

In a field of flowers

You fought

And died

How could that be?

You were not supposed

To leave me

I am still a cold

heartless bastard

but I now have your ideals

to live up to

I don't mind spending every day

With you in my memories