Hey Fanfiction readers! It's girlslittleconfessions here. This is my second story and I hope you enjoy reading it. Remember! I don't own twilight or any of its characters. All praises must go to the awesome Stephenie Meyer. That's all folks.

Prologue

Change is inevitable yet crucial. It was one of life's critical circumstances where you just have to go through and be done with it. Some people make the most out of it. Putting there past lives behind and making a fresh start. But for some, it's just a lame excuse to cover up his or her lies and just make another person and start to hide out from behind its shadow. Changes can lead to a lot of things. Some are fairly beneficial. Some are just plain stupid. I came back here to explore my options, find out who I really am and to clear things up in my mind. I have just been so crazy and insane lately after I lost my mom but I know that if she was still breathing, she wouldn't want this for me. She would really be angry and start taking back my phone and other crappy privileges.

Hey there. My name's Isabella but through my whole story, you would probably know me as Bella. If you're gonna read my article, you should at least know some things about me. For starters, I'm a blusher. I blush a lot even in unnecessary situations. Next, I have the habit of biting any part of my lip in an event that requires decision-making and if I know I'm losing. Lastly, I'm a sucker for lollipops. The sucking makes me concentrate.

Chapter One: The Rookie

Wake up you brown-headed freakshow! Why are you still in bed? Are you insane? Do you want to commit social suicide during your first day of school? Wake the hell up!

"Fine. I will. Jeez!" I said and opened my eyes. "Gosh am I annoying."

"You can say that again." My brother lifted both off his eyebrows and I stuck my tongue out.

"Good Morning Alex." I sighed and stood up. "How come you always wake up first when you're the one who's always playing video games up until 2am?"

My brother grabbed me and covered my mouth. "Shh! If dad finds out about that, we'll both be getting into trouble."

"We?" I cleared. "Don't you mean 'you'?"

"There must be a reason why you knew that I was still up at that time, mustn't there?" He grinned and scratched my head in annoyance.

"Leave me alone, please?" I said and pushed him out of my room. "Bye."

I slammed the door shut and cleared my head first before I went to shower. Stress is a hard emotion to detach from my body so I took a long time in the bath. I hated the thought of introducing myself to someone and just be all giddy when inside, you felt like crap. After a few minutes, I got out and prepared my clothes. It was a typical Forks weather so I wore my white hooded long-sleeves and a pair of skinny jeans. I heard Alex's footsteps on the stairs so I dashed to grab my converse and tied it in nice and tight.

"Isabella Marie Sw—"

"Yes?" I grinned as I opened my door. "Did you forget something dear brother?"

"I appreciate the sarcasm." He laughed and I joined in as I locked my room. "C'mon."

We had a nice drive down the road. Charlie and Alex waved to their new friends while I sat and listened to the songs on my Ipod. It was frustrating to know that I grew up here yet I don't have the slightest clue on who is who in this town.

"We're here." Alex showed a huge smile and I kissed Charlie before getting out of the truck. "Wow. The school surely changed."

"Yeah." I expressed and followed Alex as he walked down the hall. Bulletin boards were utterly full, too full that other posts were just stapled by the walls. "Alex, where are we going?"

"I'm going to grab your schedule at the principal's office and show you your first room. I'll be highlighting all the best routes for you to take if you get lost and if ever something bad happens, give me a call, alright?" Alex looked straight at me and I nodded obediently. "That's my baby girl. Okay, give me the shake."

I smiled and we did our secret handshake in front of the principal's office. We entered the room and papers were literally flying everywhere. Phones were ringing endlessly and the poor woman who was behind the desk was having a serious case of disorganization.

"Hello Alex." She waved at us and his eyes bulged in shock when she took me in. "I'm betting you must be Isabella."

"Bella." Alex and I said in unison and we both laughed. "Just call me Bella, miss, uhm, Ms. Terry."

"Oh sure, Bella." She nodded and gave me all my things. "Here are your things and documents. Have a nice day, sweetheart."

The school bell suddenly rang. Alex and I had to run because his room is across the building and he hasn't even shown me my first room yet. He dropped me off by the door and kissed me goodbye before leaving. I sighed as I stared at him and slowly went inside.

"Good Morning, Class." Someone yelled and I knew it was our professor. The students murmured in their reply and I looked down to secretly laugh. "You must be Isabella."

"Bella." I said automatically and froze. I looked up and saw the teacher and the others looking at me. "Please c-call me Bella."

"Alright." The teacher smiled at me. "I'm Professor Garp."

I nodded once and bit my lip. The thought of the saying 'if looks could kill' was starting to sink in my head already. I'm not really a big fan of attention yet somehow, I always get them. The reasons? It's either I'm being clumsy or it's because I'm the chief's daughter. Everyone here knows each other and so they probably know Charlie's good acts as a chief police of their small town. I know I should be proud and I am, but sometimes, I just want to feel invisible.

"Bella." Someone called me quietly from behind. I turned my head and saw a blonde girl smiling at me. I smiled back in response and looked back at the board. The first three periods passed by and I went out to look for Alex so we could eat lunch together. I was looking down when suddenly, I heard someone yelling my name and as I looked up, a large man was falling in front of me. I froze and both of us fell down on the floor. My books were scattered and I got a bleeding cut on my elbow. I didn't mind it and looked at the guy.

"Hey, are you alright?" I asked him and he stood up immediately.

"Watch where you're going!" he practically yelled at me and everyone was staring us.

I snorted in response and gathered my books. "No, you watch where you're going. Isn't football an outdoor game? Why are you playing it inside? And besides, you were the one who was running backwards. Yet here I am, bruised, bleeding and I didn't mind it because I was sorry for bumping into you when in reality, it's your entire fault."

His green eyes grew round and for a second, all of us are quiet. I sighed and looked at him. "I'm sorry Mister. I shouldn't have said that."

"Where is she?" I heard my brother's voice as he made his way to me. "Oh shit. You're bleeding, Bells."

"I know." I smiled at Alex and his gaze turned to the guy. I grabbed his arm and calmed him down. "Alex it's okay. I already…forgave him."

He looked at the guy one last time and turned as we walked silently to the clinic. Half-way through, he carried me in his arms. I giggled and smacked his shoulders playfully. "This is unnecessary."

"It makes me feel secure." He huffed and I nodded in understanding. "Dad's gonna pick us up early today. Do you have any plans?"

I shook my head and he smiled. "Okay."

The day passed by in a blur and I was desperate to leave the school. Ever since that incident, I knew I already gained myself a title. I don't know what it was and I have no plans of knowing it. I went my way to the open court and sat by the bleachers. Alex was a great basketball player and for that, I adore him to bits. As he made a three-point shot, he looked at my direction and waved. The coach blew his whistle indicating that the practices are over and he jogged his way to me.

"Hey Bells. Feeling good?" he asked while hugging me.

"Eew. Sweat. Alex!" I glared at him for a second and laughed. "Gotcha! Yeah. I'm okay."

"Did Cullen bother you again?" he asked me as I wiped his sweat off his hair.

"Cullen?" I cocked my head in confusion. "Was he the guy who bumped into me?"

"Yes." He drank his energy drink and stood up. "Well? Did he?"

"No. Of course not." I said and smiled to myself. "I don't think he'll ever talk to me after what I said."

"I trust you on that." He held my waist and I held his. We walked towards the school parking lot and sure enough, my dad and his cruiser, were waiting for us. I gave my dad a hug and so did Alex.

"Did you have a nice day, Bells?" Charlie asked me and eyed my elbow. "What's wrong with your arm?"

"Some dude bumped into her." Alex said grumpily and I rolled my eyes.

"Don't worry guys." I muttered. "I'm fine. Really."

"Okay." My dad started the engine and had a good drive home. "Just be careful next time, 'kay?"

"Sure dad." I looked out the window and allowed my thoughts to drift. The sky was gloomy and it seemed like the sky is cooperating with my emotions. It was sad and is clearly in need of a change but it was Forks after all. It will surely never change.

So? What did you think? Was it too much?

Reviews please. I have the other chapter saved in my computer and I would appreciate if you tell me if it sucks or if it's worth the read.