Hey everyone! Okay this story was not made by me but by one of my friends. Unfortunately she can't use fanfiction soo she has given me the task of publishing her story using my account. The title and summary might change until further notice or it might not change at all. I do not know what is going on in her head as she makes the story so I cannot hint what will happen. Sorry. This story is written in Rose's POV. =P Anyway it's story time so enjoy!


This insanity was driving me completely...insane. Truthfully, there were no other words to describe it; no other way to put it. I wasn't Strigoi, but I might as well have been changed into one for all the deaths I have I'd caused. Being one of the eternally damned was annoying and highly irritating. I was constantly fighting with myself. To escape this damn hellhole was simple...even easy-I'd figured that out seconds after entering the place- but to escape it meant I was giving up and loosing the thin threads of sanity that were my lifeline.

Frustrated, I kicked the cushion-padded wall behind me. That left me unsatisfied however, I punched and sliced at it with my nails before ripping it uncontrollably...until all that was left was an unrecognizable wall in front of me. Breathing hard I punched the wall one more time for good measure before sliding down to the floor in defeat. I was never going to win; at least not against myself I was already convinced I could defeat anyone that crossed my path, even Dimitri...Dimitri...my heart twisted in my chest as the memory of the night of my change suddenly arose in my mind. Before I could begin to fight it it was already to late as I was sucked in.

"Wow" said Lissa as I spun around in my dress once and stopped.

"Wow what? Honestly Lissa you look better than me." For me that was true, Lissa wore a silver dress with white lace embroidery, tiny seed pearls embroidered into a swirl design on her corset like top. Her mask was also white and embroidered with the same seed like pearls along the eyes while her hair was curled in a loose sexy bun with a few curls framing her mask and face.

"I doubt that." she blushed as she helped me tie my mask before making face the mirror. "See?" she insisted and I smiled softly at her. I was wearing a strapless dress just like Lissa's but instead of silver it was a red wine color with a black silk and lace top. It fit me perfectly, molding to my every curve, bottom line...I was god damned sexy. My mask was black with a red trim; my hair was curled lusciously over my shoulders and cascading down my back.

"C'mon Liz we're already late." I said as I took one final look at myself in the mirror before leaving the room. Lissa followed and we were met up with by Christian and Dimitri who were just turning the corner of the hall and heading towards us.

"I still can't see why we have to dress up." Christian grumbled. He was the bad boy type, not the kind of person who wore tuxedos or fancy suits but he looked handsome. Looking briefly at Lissa I saw her eyes shine and I instantly knew she thought he was more than just handsome. Christian came to a sudden stop as he finally spotted Lissa and his eyes gave of the same shine as Lissa's had while Dimitri laughed as he got to me and slid an arm around my waist.

"I've never been to prom before." he whispered. I laughed, not surprised since I knew how seriously he took his guardian duties even before he was assigned a Moroi.

"Me neither." I whispered back as we got to the front door of the dorm. "I guess it doesn't count if we're crashing one. Does it?" I asked him but he didn't reply. He was looking out into the darkness, his body tense and ready for an attack.

"We should hurry." he said and motioned for everyone to head into the limo and after we were settled in we headed off to St. Vlad's first prom.

"Damn they don't mess around." I said. The hall was decorated elaborately, candelabras were the only source of light, a DJ set up in every corner, tables full of food -enough to feed the world-, and then the moment was ruined as a familiar and horrible wave of nausea hit me...Strigoi.

"Dimitri!" I gasped, but it was too late. A Strigoi -a young one, at that- lunged at him but Dimitri was fast and instantly plunged a stake into his heart. Someone screamed and I spun around and my eyes widened in horror. Four more Strigoi were killing ruthlessly. I couldn't believe it, you'd think would have tightened security and the protection of the school's wards after the last Strigoi attack. Guards were fighting and dying...more Strigoi were coming in, breaking through the doors and windows and Moroi dropped dead. It was a nightmare; it was hell. Blood everywhere, screaming chaos and destruction, I screamed in pain. A Strigoi had raked his nails across the exposed part of my back. I swung around and hit him across the neck. It snapped but still he lounged at me and without hesitation I ripped his head off and I watched as he fell, twitching to the ground before I dug my heel where his heart was. Of course, he was already dead but it felt wrong to leave his heart still in one piece. On and on I went, killing on Strigoi after another until they were all gone. I couldn't find Dimitri, but still I called out for, and then sunk to the floor among the dead...

The cold night air brought me back to reality; that and the fact I was naked from the waist up and my back felt as if someone had poured ground glass into it, coated it with acid, and then lit it with a thousand matches. "She's alive?" someone gasped, followed by footsteps running towards me.

"She's alive..." I heard the soft Russian accent and instantly knew it was Dimitri. "Roza. Look at me." I turned my head towards him and fear flashed in his eyes. "Roza?" he whispered softly...hesitantly...and then I lunged at his throat...

The clock ticked tocked. I wanted to scream, to cry, to die. Apparently, coming back from the dead more than once threw the world into chaos...My world into chaos. I was a monster, but myself. The devil and an angel; heaven and hell had nothing on me. I was put into this asylum to protect others...no one protected me. Lissa had tried...but it was no use. I was a danger, a threat...I was death itself.


So there yah have it everyone. I hope you enjoyed it and if you have q's just review or message and i'll pass it along to mah friend. see yah next chapter everyone. ^_^ please review and message. =P