Disclaimer : Don't own nothing, nada, zip, ziltch.
This is from young Manah's POV, enjoy!
Oneshot: Loveless
Love.
I want it.
I want it all.
I want a love so pure, so right, so strong, everyone will feel it. I can see it. Everyone will surrender to it. They'll be crushed under this love. My love. I'll love you so much. You'll never want to leave. No one ever will. You love me. You must love me.
Pay attention to me.
Look at me.
I want you to look at me.
See me smile.
I want to see you smile at me.
Hear me sing.
I want you to sing to me. I want you to touch me. I want to feel your love. I want to make it stay with me forever.
I can taste it. It's red. So red. It glows. It's warm. It burns. It squirms. It's alive.
They're all around me. They care for me. I can see the love in their eyes. They're eyes on me. Watching me. Watching me be a good girl. I'm such a good girl.
Look at me mother. See me sing for you. See me dance for you. See me be a good girl.
I'm better now. I'm the favorite now. I just want you.
Don't hate me. Don't hit me.
Please.
I love you. Can't you see it?
Mother
Mummy
Mummy!
Turn your head and see me. Don't ignore me. Don't abandon me. Don't forget me. Please don't. I'll do everything right this time! Anything you want, I'll do! I'll give the world to you! I'll bring Daddy back! I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was a bad girl then. But now, now it's different. Everything is different. The gods, the gods, they watch me mummy! They love me. They really do! I'm not lying! If the gods love me, you must too! It must be true! They give me everything! Everything I could ever want! I don't need you!
No.
No!
NO!! WAIT! I'M SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN IT! IT WAS SEERE! HE MADE ME DO IT!! I'M A BAD GIRL, SUCH A BAD GIRL! IT WASN'T MY FAULT! I JUST WANTED TO GET DADDY A PRESENT!!
FlOWerS!!!! fLoWERs MaKE EVERYoNE HAPPYYEEE!!! I WaS JUSt GeTTInG FLOWERS FOR DadddYYYYYY!!!
A present !!
A GIFT!!!
I'M SORRY I DIDN'T CLOSE THE DOOR!! I'M SORRY I LET THE BAD THING IN!!! IT BIT DADDY!!
Dad.
DAD.
DADDY!!
He's dead.
He's DEAD.
PLEASE! PLEASE!!!
DON'T HIT! DON'T HIT ME!!!
I'M SORRY! So sorry!! Sorry, sorry, sorry!!! I know I'm a bad girl! I know that I ruined everything. I know it. I KNOW IT!!!
Just love me.
Tell me you love me.
Even though you don't mean it.
Tell me.
Hold me.
Even if you hurt me.
Hold me.
Sing to me.
Even if you scream at me.
Sing.
Look at me.
Even though you want to kill me.
Even though I disgust you.
Look at me.
Please.
Please.
Come back to me and love me.
Please.
Yeahhhh, I worked on this listening to Drakengard 1 and 2 soundtracks. I never really was a fan of Manah. In fact, I kinda hate her. Really hate her. Guess thats why I made this short fic looking into her madness. Having fun torturing her, lol. The summery is actually a quote from a movie, can anyone guess it? Also, I luv it when people review so hit that button and tell me what you think :).
P.S. I don't own anything regarding the origin of da quote, the character who said it, the movie it came from, blah blah, you get the idea. Just to make that clear .