A/N: So, I was bored today and had this idea in the back of my head so I decided to try and write it. Enjoy I guess :)
Well shit. What am I supposed to do? How could I have been this stupid and careless. Here I am, in high school and pregnant. Just like my sister. I sit on the bathroom floor crying my eyes out with the pregnancy test still in hand. What would Jughead think? After all it is his child. I decide to get up and take a walk. Clear my mind. It always helps me think.
My head is thinking a million thoughts at once and I find myself not paying attention to where I'm going. I find myself at Fp and Jughead's trailer. This is the last place I want to be right now. What was I doing here? I want to turn around and go back home but I just go up to the door of the trailer. I just want to talk to him. I don't know If I can tell him about the baby but I just want him to comfort me.
By the time I get enough courage to knock, I have tears streaming down from my eyes. My hand gently knocks on the door. I hear movement coming from inside and I begin to panic. Was I making the right decision? Well it's too late to back out now. The door swings open and reveals Jughead standing in the opening. He smiles when he sees me but that smile is soon replaced with a frown.
"Why are you crying?" He worries. Something about his soft, innocent tone makes me more upset and I feel the tears building up. I can't hold them back any longer and I let out a huge sob. Jughead hugs me and takes me inside. His touch makes me feel safe. He tries to calm me down but I continue crying uncontrollably.
Jughead and I are now sitting at the small table in the kitchen of the trailer. I'm starting to calm down but I know the second that I stop crying Jughead is going to want an explanation and I'm dreading telling him about my situation. He's staring at me waiting for me to stabilize myself. I can tell he's starting to lose patience so I pull myself together.
"I'm sorry." I say after taking a deep breath.
"You don't have to be sorry just tell me what's going on. Please." Jughead takes my fragile hand into his.
"I can't. I want to Jug, I really do but I just can't." I cried. Jughead stares at me intently.
" Why not? You can't just come to my home and start crying and not tell me what's going on. Do you not trust me or something?" Jughead declares annoyed.
"No, no, nevermind I never should have came in the first place. It was a stupid decision." I start walking towards the door when Jughead grabs my arm.
"Betty just tell me what is going on!" Jughead is starting to get angry. I yank my arm from his grasp and open the door.
"Where the hell are you going?" Jughead chases after me.
"Just leave me alone Jughead!" I shout back at him. I walk back to my house as fast as I can. I don't look back.
By the time I get back to my house I realize that my mother will probably be home. I'm disgusted by the thought of her. She has always been tiresome but ever since her divorce from my father she has been more evil than ever. She hates Jughead and I know she loves me but sometimes it doesn't feel like she does. I enter the house and I smell something coming from the kitchen. Suddenly a wave of sickness falls over me.
I try to be discreet but my mother hears me retching in the bathroom and rushes to my aid.
"Oh Elizabeth what's going on?" I hear her from the other side of the door.
"I'm fine mom just not feeling very well." I say, standing up and opening the door.
"Alright…" My mother replies.
"I'm not very hungry tonight so I think I'm just going to go upstairs and go to bed" I state. She nods her head and I go past her and up the stairs.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't keep this a secret forever people are going to start figuring it out once I start showing. I have to tell Jughead, he deserves to know. I feel horrible for lying to him but I couldn't tell him. Not tonight. I will tell him tomorrow. I don't have a choice
A/N: CRINGE! AHHH! Sorry for putting you through that but you're the one who read it so... Let me know if you enjoyed this story and tell me if I should continue!
