People say that I'm a quiet girl, I was the complete opposite of quiet, I was super loud, super crazy, and super unbearable...

Maybe... that was the reason why my father left me.

In my early teenage years, I got in trouble, and that 'trouble' almost sent me to a psychiatric ward in the hospital.

They say I was crazy, that I keep talking to myself, but if I wasn't me? then I would have done the same, I wouldn't have defended myself.

I was being consumed by the darkness, they keep talking to me everywhere, and truly I was going crazy.

If you think about it, then I am truly crazy, truly crazy lame, in short T.C.L..

But I hate the feeling like I'm here, but I'm not, like someone cares, but they don't, that I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here, in this god forsaken place.

In my 16th birthday, I finally deemed the world as cruel, ugly, and pitiful.

I mean, Hello~ who it the world to judge me? a girl, an orphan girl, who just wanted to know her place in the world... give me some slack people!

"The Ugly Girl

One upon a time there was an ugly girl, she was so ugly that she covered her face with a mask, however, she was kind-hearted and had many friends,

Her friends wanted to see her face but she was afraid, at last, the curiosity of her friends took over and ripped her mask from her face.

The girl covered her face in fear and embarrassment, her friends saw how ugly she was and called her a freak, her friend became afraid and chased her off a cliff.

Now who were the monsters?

The end"

"Well this was quite a disturbing short story, Heatfilia-san, B-"

Her English teacher handed her paper, I just rolled my eyes and grabbed my paper.

" Aguria-san! A+, that was the most interesting story I have ever heard"

Sorano Aguria grinned and glanced my direction, I almost wanted to punch her smug face.

I couldn't do anything, I just sat there and glared at the back of her head 'Know-it-all'

When the teacher left, I packed my things and went to my next class.

"Lucy! Are you going to the Band Room?" Asked by one of my 'friends', 'of course I am you idiot'

I just flinched and nodded, she smiled "Let's go together!" 'No'

I just keep on walking as she tailed behind me 'Get lost'

"~cy, Lucy~" I turned around, and she shoved her phone in my face, showing me a picture and my other 'friends' 'Get that thing out of my face, now!'

"You should have come with us at Jenny's House" 'Well inviting me would have been nice, but my answer is no, I don't want to spend my birthday in someone else birthday, and you didn't even know my birthday, so why should I? are you stupid?'

I just hummed, and entered the band room, she immediately left me and went to her real friends.

I really don't like being friends with them, but I want real friends, the ones that will never judge you, and talk behind your back.

"Hey Lucy~" A guy from my science class named Natsu called and sat in front of me

""What?"

"Want to hear a joke?" I raised a brow but nodded anyways.

"What's the difference between a piano, and a tuna?"

"What?" 'My life keeps getting weirder'

"You can tuna a piano but can't piano a tuna"

I was dumbstruck, his face was so seriously.

"I think you broke her" His Friend Gray nudged his stupid head

I snorted and looked away, and without knowing, I was laughing my heart out, "That was the worst Dad joke I ever heard"

My laugh attracted attention and I didn't like that, I covered my mouth, my giggles still escaped.

"Wow... I thought 98% of your vocabulary is 'what'"

"Hn..." I just sadly smiled and nodded, and they left me in silence.

September 23, 3:26

The Beginning