Dark room, darkness at all, can't breath. My mind is full of pain. Swollen like a bruise, can't be around. Don't wanna leave. Can't see, blind but pale. Numb from the stomach up. Can't feel around myself. So hot and lonely. Yet I somehow love the depression. Nothing will ever make my frown go away. Not anything, anyone at all. Numbness is life in the eyes of the deep depression. Emotional, dramatic... Colors of dark red surround me. I can't breath no longer. I no longer feel myself in my body. I feel fire, bright lights. Voices which I can't understand. Is this love or confusion? Do I finally feel happy? Am I no longer in the arms of the deep depression? Sadness no longer surrounds me. I am suddenly happy. Nothing else matters anymore. Only, only one thing saved my life. Not any god, not any higher power. Just one person... You