My Sanity
Fate takes you in every direction. From murdered parents to a jealous rival. InuYasha, blinded, sends his best friend to a mental institute in persuasion from Kikyou. Big mistake. Whilst there, Kagome gets raped and loses her memory... InuYasha now has no idea what to do.
(Hehe, thank you Sakura for the summary xD You rock girl!)
Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha and co.
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Hey guys! I'm back with a new story!
Sorry I haven't updated Modern Fairytale Part I for those who read it. Here's my explanation and my poor excuse: It's one of those moments…when you can already picture the chapter and what it's going to be like, but when you type it up, it's nothing like you imagined, and you keep restarting and restarting, but it just won't work! So tomorrow Sakura-chan (Wolf Blossom) is going to attempt helping me with the last chapter of Part I. Hopefully once Part I's last chapter is finished I'll be able to continue on with Part II.
So yeah, I'm sorry for those who read it, I'm trying to get it back up as soon as I can but it's really hard and all.
Anyways, I hope you guys are in an angst-y mood! Because here comes a story I hope will make you cry! The estimated length of the story is about 10 chapters. I hope you guys enjoy it. I'm trying to improve my writing so I'm taking my time to write this story, I want this story to be flawless! Well as flawless as I can make it, hehe.
So without further ado (haha, that sounds funny when I say it xD), I present to you: My Sanity.
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Dedicated to all my closest friends, who ironically, are the people who are most distant to me… Thank you all for being so close, Kimvy, Minh, Sakura-chan, Kiari, Mellie, David, Ama, and a bunch of other people that I can't name because the list is non-ending. I'm so lucky to have you all.
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Chapter 1: Who Are You?
Little pearls of water were dripping onto the cold cement.
She didn't know where she was. Last thing she remembered was being in that white room. The white walls over there had driven her crazy, it was so pure, unsullied, unblemished…so immaculate; It was perfect, and it drove her crazy.
Maybe that's how they keep their patients there forever; the patients that weren't crazy when admitted eventually would become crazy because of that room.
But right now, she'd do anything to be back in that hell hole…
Plouc!
Plouc!
That annoying sound of water dripping. The place was unclean, the walls were greyish. She had slept in that white room, but woken up here. Where was she?
Plouc!
Plouc!
BAM!
The door opened, all she saw was light from outside. She couldn't move, her body was paralysed…probably from a tranquilizer.
She wasn't crazy; she wasn't supposed to be there! He was wrong, they were all wrong! She wasn't insane!
And with that thought each day she'd fight and try to get out, only to be shot with a huge dose of tranquilizer.
She saw a shadow at the door, and it came closer, and closer.
She recognized him; it was Dr. Naraku from the mental institution.
To tell the truth he scared her, he'd been giving her the eye ever since she got there. And his demon-aura was weirder then others…
Was he the one who brought her here? Why? How?
Even though he was a doctor, there were security guards and he wouldn't be able to get past them with her…
"Kukuku, I see you're awake Miss Higurashi." He said.
She tried to move again, but in vain.
"Don't attempt, you won't be able to. I gave you a big enough dose to keep you knocked out for days." He said smirking, which sent shivers down her spine.
Naraku caressed her cheek longingly.
"You're so beautiful…you have no idea how long I've waited…" he whispered.
Kagome's eyes widened as he started stripping himself, tears falling and burning her cheeks.
She wasn't stupid… she'd seen the lustrous looks he'd give her.
'No…no…InuYasha…please save me…' she cried as she felt his body touch hers.
"You are mine now Kagome."
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Knock Knock.
He groaned and checked the time. 7 AM. Who the hell was knocking at this time of day? On a Saturday no less!
He stood up, and without thinking went and opened the door…in his boxers only.
"Inu-kun!" Kikyou squealed and hugged him. She let herself in without asking and sat on his bed.
InuYasha smiled. She was the only person who could wake him up so early…and get away with it. The only person besides her…
He sighed…not this again. He'd been having the same thoughts for over a year now…ever since he sent her to the asylum.
He missed her so much, it was unbearable for him…but he was doing this for her…or so he thought.
He had visited the first days she was admitted in…but after, it just insupportable to see her suffer like that.
He wondered how she was…the mental home told him they'd call him as soon as she made any progress…it's been a year now…
He felt reality come back to him when Kikyou started tugging at his arm.
"…listening to me?" he heard.
"Sorry babe, zoned out for a bit." He said and gave her one of his smiles.
She nodded, accepting his apology.
"Anyways, as I was saying, I just came over to tell you that I'm leaving for Paris today for a photo shoot, I'll be back in a week okay?" She said, standing up and dusting away any imaginary dust.
"Okay, I'll see you later babe." He said giving her a kiss.
It was heated, but both stopped before it got too far and Kikyou would miss her flight.
"Love you honey!" She said and left.
InuYasha smiled, and walked back to his bed. It was 7:45AM; he still had time to sleep.
.:.:In InuYasha's Dream:.:.
"I'm NOT crazy! InuYasha! You have to believe me!" Kagome said, little crystal tears pooling in her wide eyes.
"I…" What could he say? He did think she was crazy…
She'd told him she'd been hearing voices lately, and she was scared of them. They were telling her to stop being with InuYasha or else…
And then, one day she had attacked Kikyou, but afterwards tried to tell him that something – or someone – was controlling her body, and it wasn't her.
He wanted what was best for her. He and Kikyou had talked about it and he had decided that what was best for her would be to send her in a mental institution where she could get some help, and hopefully become better. Kikyou had suggested the "Shikon No Kakera" institute since they were known as the bests.
And so he sent her there, money wasn't a problem, since their parents had died when they were younger leaving then all the money in the world.
"You think I'm crazy too…don't you…?" She asked. The hurt in her eyes made him want to hit himself. He was hurting her.
"Kagome…I only want what's best for you…" he said trying to make her understand why he was doing this.
"No you're not! You're only doing this because Kikyou will break up with you if you don't!" Kagome said and slapped his hand away when he attempted to pull her to him.
"It's not like that! How could you think that Kagome…You need help! You've been hearing voices, telling stories!"
"So you think I'm lying?"
"Kagome, why would anyone want to hurt you? You're the sweetest girl there is, not one single person would want to hurt you. Kagome…please, if you'd just admit you need help…this would go so much faster…the faster you cure the faster you can get out of the hospital…"
"InuYasha, I swear I'm not crazy, those voices, they're real, and that day when my body attacked Kikyou, something was controlling me…please…don't send me there…I need you…" Kagome said and the tears that had been pooling in her eyes came out and rolled off her cheeks.
"Kagome…please…let this be easier on both of us and go…"
And he left her there.
She cried and cried.
His heart broke…he'd hurt her…but she'd see…one day she'd see that he had done this for her.
The next day when he visited her, she didn't talk to him. Nor the next day, nor the day after that. After a week she finally talked, begging him to let her out. He was the only one who could do so.
When he said no she cried and yelled at him about how much she hated him…that had been painful.
And he had left running like a little crying boy, and he hadn't been able to come back…too scared to face the reality that she hated him. Even though he kept telling himself that he was doing this for her, and one day she'd understand that, for some reason, he was doubting himself.
The sight of when she told him she hated him before curling up and crying kept replaying, and replaying, and replaying and—
.:.:End Of InuYasha's Dream:.:.
He woke up to the sound of his door knocking again.
DAMN! He had to get his maids to not let anyone in before 12 PM! He checked the time, 8:30 AM. Well…he guessed it was for the best, the dream he was having wasn't really good…
He opened the door to be greeted by the teary face of one of his close friends, Sango, and his best guy friend, Miroku.
"What's wrong?" He asked. Sango never cried.
"Oh InuYasha…she…Kagome…" Sango couldn't even finish the flimsy sentence before crying again.
InuYasha looked expectantly at Miroku.
"She was raped." He said, his voice tight.
InuYasha felt his world shatter. He was alone in his room, the words echoing over and over again.
"Wh…what?" He asked…it couldn't be.
He had been scared of something like that, someone taking advantage of her. She was so pretty, and he'd be damned if he'd let anyone touch her while she was vulnerable. That was why he sent her to the most prestigious place he could find…
Sango held up today's journal and InuYasha felt his heart sink as he read the headlines.
"Shikon No Kakera's Patient RAPED"
He took the journal and quickly read it, crumpled it in his hands and ran to his car…once again without thinking and only in his boxers, and drove the the Shikon No Kakera Mental institution.
Sango and Miroku took some clothes for him before heading there as well…
When they got there, there was a bunch of reporters asking questions. They fought their way through and somehow, made it. They ran in and saw InuYasha holding a nurse in the air by the neck.
"WHERE-IS-KAGOME-!" He growled, his eyes flashing red.
The nurse, who was a lower type demon, trembled in fear in front of the known Tai Youkai InuTaisho's younger son.
"InuYasha! Let her down." Miroku said. InuYasha calmed a little bit at his friend's voice but still did not let her down.
She managed to whisper out: "Room 204 B" all the while pointing to the West Wing.
InuYasha let her down and ran towards that direction, not caring that he had almost just killed a nurse, not caring that his friends couldn't run as fast as him. All he cared about, at that moment, was too get to Kagome.
As soon as he hit the room 204 B and went in, a smell he hadn't smell in a long time hit his nose and he remembered the times before.
He inhaled deeply, the sweet unique smell of lilacs that he had missed so much.
He walked into the room deeper and found Kagome, sleeping in a bed, looking all beaten up.
He took a chair and sat down next to her quietly, and tenderly brought his hand up to caress her cheek and tucked a strand of her soft raven-hair behind her ear.
"I'm so sorry…" he whispered.
And as he said that, her eyelids slowly opened up, and he saw those blue pools he hadn't seen for a year now.
"Hey…" she said with a coarse voice.
"Hey..." he answered, smiling gently at her.
"…who are you?" Kagome asked.
InuYasha's eyes widened when she asked that question.
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Well, I hope you guys liked it, I'm not getting into so much description yet, but in later chapters I will (for those who like descriptions)
And for those who like Sango and Miroku pairing, they might not come in yet, but they will have more then only a minor role in this story, I'm starting to like the couple, hehe. (To Ama a.K.a InuKaiba) :)
If you liked the story – or even if you didn't like it – please leave a review, those always cheer me up and motivate me into updating xD hehe.
Love ya'll
Miko