Note- I couldn't help myself to do another story ha, ha. I'm making this darker than my other stories, Alucard will be cruel in this story but there will be moments where he's…nice. If you don't like it don't read. This is also based on the Manga and Anime.

Genres- Horror, hurt/comfort, drama, supernatural and (some parts of) romance


Feelings for a Monster.

Chapter 1- A new life.

An elegant, wooden door opened. It revealed a huge library; on most walls there were bookcases stuck to them that held such good quality books; tales of adventure, horror, romance, drama and many other genres that would grab a reader's interest.

There were beautiful made chairs around the room that would made you never leave the seat again, as well as tables with small, well crafted lights laying on the wood surface. There was even a stair case that led to an upper part of the library.

Such a magnificent room.

The person who opened the door was a petite female servant. She looked about in her mid twenties, long brown hair, pale white skin, dark brown eyes and wearing a plain black dress covering her arms and feet.

The woman walked to the far end of the room where another woman was sitting on one of the chairs near the windows.

This lady looked high class, her golden hair was in a bun and some small strands fell in the right places on either side of her head. Her crimson eyes are in deep concentration of the book she was reading. Finally she was wearing a red dress with a swirling, dark red repeat pattern on it.

"Hmmm Miss Victoria?" The female servant called the woman know as Victoria.

The blonde didn't take her eyes off the book to look that the servant but made a noise to say she could continue speaking.

"Your master asks if you could join him for dinner this evening with the other guests."

'Sigh' "Tell him no thank you."

The servant sighed herself.

"To be honest Miss Vi-"

"You can call me Seras, I feel uncomfortable when I'm named after my last name."

"Oh, my apologise… Seras, but to be honest your master didn't ask he demanded it, well you know how he wants everything his way and you have declined twice so maybe you should give it a try this time."

Seras took her eyes off the book and looked that the servant with a frown.

"Lena, you know me and my master don't… talk very much, I wouldn't mind going but…"

Seras bit her lip to prevent herself from talking any further. Lena understood what Seras meant as she too has seen Seras and her master in arguments, fights and there where even a few times when she heard Seras master say that she is a disgrace to his blood although Lena didn't know if he really meant it.

"Well Seras if you change your mind you'll need to came to the dinning room about midnight. I'll tell the master that you'll need some time to think about it." The servant bowed at Seras then went to exit the room.

Seras lots her interest in reading her book so she but a book mark over the page where she would come back to it then closed the book.

The library was her favourite place. Shes never seen anyone visited it so she goes there most of the day, it was a wonderful place to go when she needed cheering up and just wanted to disappear from the world.

Seras sat in her chair and thought about a few things that had happened over the previous months with her and her master.


(Flashback 1)

Seras awoke in her coffin and pulled up the lid off, when she was expecting to she her room in Hellsing, in England she saw something completely different. The room was quite big, It actually looked like it was for someone royal. The floor was red carpet, stone walls, A few windows and one stain glassed with with thick black cutains to black out the sun, not much objects just her coffin, her masters, a double bed and near the door was a desk with papers and pens.

"Where am i, did i get kidnapped by a rich guy?" She asked herself.

"I Wouldn't call myself rich i'm just born into a royal bloodline." Said a cold voice.

Seras flinched at it but also knew who it was. She turned around to see her master sitting in a different throne chair to the one he had at hellsing.

This one looked like it was made out some sort of black stone the way the moonlight shined on it. Alucards clothes where different he was wearing a black version of his original red Victorian coat, underneath he was wearing a white shirt with gold around the opened collar, his trousers and boots where also black.

"This is my home Seras we'll be living here and never returning to hellsing again. So you'd better get use to this place."

"W-WHAT! We can never return, what about England?"

"No." He simply said.

Seras eyes widened.

"Why?"

"Because I said so." He glared at her.

"YOU FUCKING BASTARD YOU CANT DO THIS!" She screamed only to regret it as she found herself thrown to a wall that slightly cracked the material which was stone then collapsed on the floor. She weakly got up and looked at her master with shock and fear in her eyes.

"Don't you ever talk back to me in that way again Police Girl, Im your master therefore you treat me with respect."

"But you never gave me a chance to say goodbye." She whispeared.

"To whom, Walter and Integra, there dead Walter joined with millennium and Integra didn't take my offer to be a vampire and stayed as a weak (now dead) human. There's no one to say goodbye to you idiot."

Seras remembered the day he first called her an idiot, it was when Anderson was going to kill her and Alucard told her to drink his blood but she refused.

"Now get yourself cleaned up, you're an absolute mess." The vampire king looked down at the little girl, she thought she could see disgust in his eyes but she wasn't sure.

(End of flashback 1)

(Flashback 2)

"When will you ever learn Police Girl?" The male vampire growled at the weeping girl on the floor.

"I-I couldn't he was just a kid, I could never do something so cruel."

"I don't care, stop with these excuses your not human anymore when are you going to except that, when will you become like me to rule the night and never care about some petty humans."

"I-I…I…can't."

"Then your pathetic."

(End of flashback 2)

(Flashback 3)

Alucard was gazing at a stain glass window in the bedroom. It had no figure, no pattern, just different shapes of colours and it really intrigued the vampire.

Seras was in the room too, however she was writing inside a blank book.

"Seras join me for dinner tonight, I'm sure all of our guest would like to see you."

Seras was a little surprise at what he said but she wondered if it was a good idea.

"Umm maybe not, I have a lot of things to do." She lied.

She didn't notice that Alucard was suddenly behind her.

"Do you hate me Seras?" Alucard whispered in her ear that made her jump.

"N-no Master."

"Are you happy here?"

"…Yes…master."

But Alucard already knew she was lying at the last answer.

She received with a slap by him and it was strong enough to make a humans neck break but as she was a vampire with more strength it only caused her to fall off her chair.

"If you're not happy and are terribly miserable then maybe I should end your 'miserable' life."

He took this jackal out of his coat, grabbed her by the neck and pushed her to a wall.

Seras looked at the gun then at Alucards eyes.

"Please don't master." She begged.

"Oh? But you're so unhappy I should just end you here right now." He grinned.

"M-master?"

She looked at the gun again, fear ran though her body.

Alucard looked at her neck and licked it.

"On the other hand maybe I shouldn't, it would be such a waste to have someone with such delicious blood to die."

He slowly put away the jackal and walked back to the stain glass window, acting like the past few moments didn't happened.

Was he only joking about killing her or did he really spare her life because of her blood?

(End of flashback 3)


"If I go and don't say anything maybe he'll just forget that I'm there so I don't have to worry about him talking to me. Fine I'll go."

She looked at a grandfather's clock in front of her.

"10 o'clock that means I have 2 hours to prepare myself for... hell."


Two hours later.

Alucard was sitting in his throne and in front for him was a long table full of wine glasses and many bottles of the finest blood.

The guest where starting to take their seats and talk to the people next to them or across the table.

Alucard couldn't see Seras so he assumed that she would not be joining him.

"That girl is such a disappointment." He whispered to himself.

"M'lord, are you alright." Said a feminine voice.

Alucard looked up to a beautifully dressed woman. His eyes slightly widened as he actually thought she was Integra but after he blinked a few times her face looked a little different, but she still looked very much like Integra.

She had long blonde hair, ice blue eyes and a gentle smile. She wore a black dress with dark blue roses on it.

The vampire king rose to his feet and bowed at the lovely lady.

Seras was walking down stairs to the dinning hall, She had a long, flowing light blue dress. when she got there her eyes turned into saucers and her mouth dropped so low it could have hit the floor.(Not that its possible)

She thought she saw Integra talking to her master.

"It can't be."

She shook her head and rubbed her eyes and looked at the woman again to see that it wasn't Integra. At that moment Seras saw her master take a bow to the woman and took her hand to kissed it. Seras looked away from them, she felt a bit jealous but she couldn't help it.

"I thought I got over this, the last time I felt this was when…"

(Flashback)

Seras was walking up the stairs and saw a door was open and her master was in the room, looking at the midnight sky.

"Master." She said happily and was about to walk in but stopped when she saw Integra in a wheel chair next to her servant. Seras looked a bit sad to see that Integra was there but she couldn't do anything about it.

(End of flashback)

Seras felt tears pricking her eyes so she ran off.

Alucard thought he saw Seras but he wasn't sure.

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