And Just Like That He Was Gone

by Zoe Clara

Derek left Meredith because of Addison. He moved with Addie back to New York to save his Marriage. Shortly after he left she found out that she was pregnant. She never told him... Because of an accident she meets him four years later again and now faces the decision of her life. Will Meredith tell him about their little daughter Lily Mia Grey-Shepherd, or will she let him go?

1. Chapter 1 (04-01 18:46:11)

Hey guys,

My name is Zoë I'm from Germany and this is my first fanfic ever so pls don't be so hard on me. Have fun reading...

(Little note: In the next three chapters the POV's are going to change from Meredith's to Derek's or the other way around but from Chapter four upwards I'll continue to only write in 'writers POV' cuz I figured out it is easier. Also pls give this ff a try and stick with it bc I promise it gets better...)

Meredith's POV

It was 5:20 am when I looked at my alarm clock. It was still dark outside. I slipped out of the bed and went into the bathroom.

I took a quick shower thinking about how much I used to love it when Derek was with me... I miss him so much and I still can't believe he left me though it has been four years ago.

Derek broke my heart when he left me to be with Addison. He was the only one who ever managed to break my heart.

When I found out that I was pregnant I didn't know what to do at first. I thought about abortion but I didn't want to kill my baby and I didn't want to tell Derek either.

He tried to return to his old life and if he had known I was pregnant he would come back and though I wanted nothing more I didn't want him to hurt me that bad again. So I kept the baby without telling him and I couldn't be happier.

I have the cutest and most adorable daughter in the world.

She looks very much like her father. She has brown curly hair and the McDreamy smile that I fell in love with when I first met Derek.

After the shower I got dressed and went into my daughters room. Her little bed was empty.

I heard giggles coming from downstairs. When I got there I had to smile.

George had already set the table for breakfast.

Lexie was playing with Lily while Izzie fed her. And Alex?

Alex was probably still in his room because he forgot to set his alarm clock last night.

I went without knocking into his room as every morning, I saw a girl laying next to him as every morning and I threw a shoe on him as every morning. "Get out, you're late!" I yelled as I walked out.

I went back into the kitchen and took a sip of my now cold coffee George made for me.

I carried Lily upstairs to dress her up for kindergarten. She was giggling all the time and I couldn't help but laugh.

She was so cute everyone in the hospital loves her. Only Lexie, Cristina, George, Izzie, Alex and Mark know about the Father of "Lily Mia Grey-Shepherd" other people just know her as "Lily Mia Grey" and they learned not to ask about Lily's Father.

When we arrived at the parking spot of the hospital Cristina already waited for us.

She placed a kiss at Lily's cheek

"I missed that little munchkin!"

I laughed:"Jap, she's much nicer during the day..."

"Oh, let me guess: She didn't want to sleep at all..." Cristina giggled.

Cristina is a real angel when she's with Lily, she actually can't get enough of her. Only at work she's my dark and twisty sister and that bossy kind of person we all know and love.

When we entered the hospital I felt like my stomach would ride a roller coaster. It was the same feeling I had when the Bomb 5 years earlier exploded and almost killed me. I knew something would happen today. I knew there was something life changing and to be honest I was scared as hell.

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Zoë