Sweet Lies
Hey there, 8027 lover here, so, liked the 8027 bomb? : D It was fun and stressing, but I hope the 8027 fans are enjoying the sudden surge of 8027 XD...
This fic is dedicated to : The Flame of Tsuna, who practically was the personification of the curious (perhaps even unsatisfied) readers from "I'm aware", so it's also dedicated to them. I wanted to dedicate this drabble to them since it follows the same style as the other story.
WARNING: A bit of Low-self-esteem!Tsuna
You whisper to me, almost every day, lies, lots and lots of lies with a cheerful face. I know you believe in them, but for me they're lies. Sweet, sweet lies.
"Tsuna, I love you." You, Yamamoto Takeshi, the school's baseball ace…and my boyfriend, say to me as you cuddle in the nape of my neck, tickling me with your hair.
We're at my house and we're alone as Mom decided to go shopping with the kids. We started talking, like normal but somehow in the middle of it I ended up in your arms and then, well… you start as usual with your lies.
"Tsuna…" You say my name, almost caressing it. I wait for it… "Tsuna, I love you." There we go, your favorite lie.
"I love you too Takeshi." I answer; yup, I do love you. That's why I'm holding on to you. Because I basically need you, I let you believe in your own flimsy lies, so you'll stay with me. Even if it's just a while longer, because once you realize, you'll leave me, I'm sure.
And I'll be alone.
Gah! Tears are pricking my eyes so I hide my face in your neck. You don't notice and just chuckle at my action.
"Tsuna, did you know? You're perfect."Yet another lie. Me, perfect? Ha! I'm stupid, I'm overly clumsy, I can't do anything alone and I suck at whatever I do. Do you get why I call your words, lies?
"Hnn." I mutter, as I'm not sure what to answer. Takeshi, you're the perfect one. That's why I don't know why you even looked my way.
"Tsuna…" You say, warningly and you move so that our foreheads would connect. "It's true. Why won't you believe me?" I don't even need to repeat why. Isn't it obvious Takeshi?
"Tsuna, you're perfect." That's you, stupid. "You're amazing." No, I'm not. "You're my whooole life." You mean you're my whole life.
You spout lies. I know they are. Yet they bring to me a warm, fuzzy feeling to my chest. That's why they're sweet.
"I'll always love you Tsuna." Lies, lies lies, lies, lies! That won't happen, reality is too cruel to allow that, and I know you'll someday, somehow, lose interest in me and go chase someone better.
You bring our lips together and I burry my head again, embarrassed although happy. You pull away and stare at my eyes with such love and devotion…
When, Takeshi?
When will you realize who is it you're looking at like that?
When will you realize it's me, Dame-Tsuna and not your other half (although you're mine)?
When will you realize you say nothing but nonsense? When will you snap out of it and go away?
When will I ever let you go?
Well, at least the last one I can answer: Never out of my own will.
That's why I hold on to you and your sweet lies…
END
This surely was short, I would say too short, but I couldn't find how to make it longer, it odesn't have much of a plot.*Sighs* I hope you liked and I appreciate if you leave a comment!
Enjoy the 8027 blast!