Just a quick drabble.
Disclaimer:Percy Jackson And The Olympians is the property of Rick Riordan.
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What have I done?
I've broken away from everything that I've always known. No more supporting the gods. I'm on the Titans' side now.
I don't know what I'll do if there is a battle. How will I face the people that I once called my friends? How can I fight them? I'm not sure if I can do it and keep my sanity.
It doesn't matter. I've already made my decision. Kronos will enter me and control my body. He'll speak for me. He'll control my actions. If one of my friends dies, it won't be my fault. Kronos will have killed them. Not me.
Why am I doing this? I wonder if I can still back out. Probably not. Kronos would probably have me killed if I tried to.
Secretly, I regret doing this. Even though my father doesn't care about me, I want to go back to my previous life. I want to be able to sleep in the Hermes cabin with my brothers and sisters and train with Annabeth. I want to be able to feel like a normal guy and not a traitor.
I wish I'd never done this. I wish I could go back. But there's no turning back now. I'm stuck here, fearing the day that I have to fight. Dreading the day that I'll have to go against Annabeth. Dreading and fearing. Regretting. Wishing for another chance.