Is this what its like to be dead?
I wish there was something I can do to help tidus and yuna
But I am stuck up here .
Well its not so bad.
I am here with lord Braska and Jecht
As usual Jecht is being a pain and Braska tells me to lighten up
But that's just me to be the all serious type.
Right now Jecht is trying to teach Braska how to play blitz ball
Jecht tried to get me to play blitz ball but there's no way I am going to try that
I was so used to protecting someone when I was in spira
And now that I am in the after world, I feel useless
I even try to protect Braska and Jecht but really what am I protecting them from?
Its not like they can really die
Most people up here are happy but not me.
I want to be back in spira
I want to be able to help people
I need to stop this mindless complaining though
that's is all I have been doing lately
There is no way I can be back in spira and that's something I need to realize
This is my life…
I chose the path….
This is my story…