Title: Remember

Rating: R

Disclaimer: Don't own it

A/N Okay, I'm really sorry that I keep making all of these new stories and then not updating the old ones. But I just keep getting these freakin' ideas in my head, so I start writing and then I never finish. But I promise over Christmas break, I'm going to finish the ones that I've started. Or at least come close. Whew... that was long.

Chapter One: Numb

She was numb. She had been lying underneath him for quite some time, but still couln't feel a thing. The only thing she felt was numbness. She couldn't feel him as he moved in and out of her. She couldn't feel his hands on hers. And she certainly couldn't feel the one thing that she wanted to feel more than life itself. She wanted to feel loved. But she hadn't felt that way since... no. She willed herself to not think of him, not speak his name. She had done that once before, with Alex, and he had slapped her across the face. She never felt it. Anything Alex did, she never felt. That was why she had moved away from Newport. As soon as she got away, she vowed never to feel anything for a guy again. Especially the one she had left behind. She lay there underneath Alex,who's breathing had slowed as he drifted into sleep on top of her. She lay there, willing herself, fighting with herself not to think of him.

For about a second, she won.

Then, she thought of him.She thought of his dark curly hair and the way it felt when she ran her fingers through it. She thought of his deep brown eyes that stared into her soul before he kissed her. She thought of the way he held her,the way he cared for her, the way he loved her. Then she remembered his laugh and bit her bottom lip to keep from crying. Even that couldn't stop a lone tear from streaking down her face.

"Cohen," she whispered softly. Summer felt Alex stir and watched as he went into the bathroom to take a shower, not saying anything to her. She sighed and rolled over, furiously wiping a hand across her cheek. She closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep, but her cell phone had a different plan. It rang shrilly and she groaned as she picked it up.

"Hello?" she answered, her dark brown hair falling into her face.

"Sum?" A small timid voice came through the other side of the phone. Summer recognized the voice immediately.

"Coop? What's wrong?"

"It's Seth. There's been an accident."

A/N ooo drama drama drama