Disclaimer: KH is not mine...(obviousleee)
A/N: was feeling emo... and yeah, true story again. XP I dramatized the thing tho, but yeah... was feeling emo. It's old, but just feel lyk posting it.. hehe
You know, I've always thought that we'll always be best friends.
That nothing could come between us two.
I thought that as long as we have each other, things will be just fine.
I've never had any friend I could trust with anything other than trivial things.
And I thought I could trust you.
That's why I opened up a little.
A little of the 'true' me that no one had ever seen.
I keep you my secrets and give you my trust.
You're the closest person I've let anyone into my heart.
Then, she came.
After that, things were never the same.
You chose her over me.
We started to spend lesser time together.
It's just you and her.
I know I was losing you, that's why I told you that I liked her too.
That way, maybe I could still be part of your life, be that I'm a friend to you, or a rival.
But, you broke my trust.
You told her something that was only meant for us.
I know I lost you then.
She asked you to leave me and go with her, just the two of you.
I was afraid of what you'll say so I left without ever knowing what your answer is.
I was afraid to know.
I seek comfort in the darkness that had overcome my heart since the day I know I've lost you.
I pretended to not know.
I don't know what your answer is… and I don't think I want to find out.
We've played our games of rivalry and I always pretend nothing ever happen.
But then, I heard she told you I was using you.
I know she thought I left, but I was there behind the bent tree all along.
I stood there and waited for your answer this time because
I'm sure that you'll deny it.
You didn't reply.
She convinced you that I was using you and you agreed, at last.
My heart sank as I heard those words fell from your mouth.
This time, I can't seek any comfort in the dark.
Darkness is no longer enough.
I just want you to know;I would never use you…I'd rather die.
I mean it, you know, and I'm proving it to you.
I'm not expecting for your apology.
It's too late for that, anyway… It's getting so cold.
And …Sora?Don't worry about me… I'm fine.
Just so you know;...I love you...
And that, would probably the last secret I'll manage to tell you...
-Riku-
A/N: no, its not a poem... it doesnt rhyme at all! hahaha. it's the last letter Riku'll ever wrote for Sora... for it's just too late... XP huehehehe.. sorry for always writing stories that makes Riku either a) miserable b) frustrated c) dead. XD