AUTHOR'S NOTE: Heyy guys, this is my first ever Carrie fanfic! So I'm basically just rewriting the 2013 movie with the main character being a gay guy, there'll be more little switch ups too. This is pretty much just a short intro chapter.
Happiness. That was all Connor White wanted. But that was something he could never have. His mama told him so. She said that homosexuality was a sin, and angered God greatly. Connor tried his best to turn straight, after all, he didn't want to anger God. God could be very scary when he was angry, according to Mama. It was very, very hard though, girls were pretty, but they just weren't what Connor wanted. Boys on the other hand, they were just too beautiful, no matter how hard Connor tried to think otherwise.
It was Connor's choice, his Mama said, to choose sin or God. Connor wanted to choose God of course. As scary as he seemed to be, his mama said that Satan was scarier. If you died and went to Hell for sinning too much, you would burn and be tortured for all eternity, according to Mama. Connor tried not to sin, but Mama said it wasn't enough, that homosexuals like Connor automatically went to Hell with Satan when they died. Mama said that God hated homosexuals, and that he didn't want any of them in Heaven with him.
Connor found it easy to ignore his sin at home, because there were no guys there, not even his father. Connor's father died when Connor was just a baby. Mama said that God had removed Connor's father from the Earth because he and Mama had had intercourse to conceive Connor, and Mama said that intercourse was a serious sin. When Connor asked Mama why only his father was removed from the Earth, Mama said that God gave her a second chance, only because she was carrying Connor, and God needed her to give birth to Connor and to raise him to be a man of God.
That's why, according to Mama, Connor had been homeschooled. Mama had to make sure Connor only learned Godly things. However, people came to the house one day and told Mama she wasn't allowed to homeschool Connor anymore because she wasn't giving him a proper education. Mama had tried to tell them that people that had too much knowledge would be used for Satan's work, but the people didn't listen, and picked out a public school for Connor to attend.
Connor wished that they hadn't. All of the kids made fun of Connor for wearing dress clothes to school every day, and for wearing a cross necklace. Mama told Connor that he must stay modest, and that the cross necklace would remind him that God was always watching.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: So I hope you guys enjoyed the intro chapter! This story really means a lot to me, so I hope you guys like it too! Reviews would be great! 3