I've had a pretty rough year with my parent's divorce, Alli gone, and just mainly losing everything I love. The only person who's really been there through it all is Eli. Eli's been great through it all, but I've felt he deserves a break from listening to all my problems.

So I now hang out with Degrassi's main bad asses, Bianca, Fitz, and Owen. Nobody knows about me hanging out with them though, not even Eli, and I plan on keeping it that way. If anyone ever found out that I hang with them my reputation would go to hell. Tonight I was planning on going to The Ravine to party since it was Guys Night for Eli and Adam. I don't know how messed up I'll be, but luckily it was my mom's week to stay with me because she's never there when it's her week. I really don't remember how me, Bianca, Fitz, and Owen became friends, but from what I remember that day was that I was walking no where really that day, and I was so depressed and somehow I ended up at The Ravine when Bianca was there, and she asked me if I wanted a hit of her pot, and me not thinking clearly I took it and to this day I've been addicted to drugs and alcohol and have been friends with Bianca and her friends.

Well it's now 7:45 I think I'm gonna head out now. I was wearing dark blue skinny jeans, a black shirt, and black converse. I also put on a hoodie because it wasn't really warm out. About 15 minutes later I end up at The Ravine, and I see that Bianca and Fitz are already there. I walk up to them and notice that Fitz has a beer and Bianca is smoking.

"hey guys where's Owen?" Fitz makes eye contact with me. Bianca is the one who talks though. "he couldn't make it, supposedly he got grounded for two weeks for God knows what now."

I nod and grab myself some vodka and down it. Not even 5 minutes later my phone starts vibrating. I take it out of my pocket and see that Eli's calling me. "hello?" I hear Eli make a sigh of relief on the other end of the line. "Clare thank God where are you? I'm outside your house and your not home." I thought it was Guys Night why is Eli at my house? I thought. "I thought it was Guys Night, Eli, why are you at my house?" Bianca gave me a look like "who the hell is it?" I quickly mouthed Eli and started listening to him again.

"oh well Guys Night got canceled because Adam's sick, so I thought you might've wanted to hang tonight instead." I would love to hang with Eli, but I also wanted to party, and I can do both anytime I wanted. I guess I'll take something to go and hang with Eli, guess I better tell Fitz and Bianca. "sure I'll hang out with you tonight Eli, but It'll take me at least 15 minutes to get to my house." I really hope Eli doesn't ask where I am or if I wanted a ride. "Clare, where are you exactly? I could give you a ride." Great just what I wanted for him to ask me those two questions. "uh..."