So much blood. He wonders if he will ever really wash it off his skin. It disappears every time he tries again… but is it really gone? It doesn't feel like it…
Golden brown eyes look to his friends.
Prussia's glazed over scarlet eyes. His eye twitching slightly. He hears something… but not even Italy knows what…
Germany grieving at seeing his dead body…seeing his death and being unable to do anything. Even though he's here now.. .those memories don't fade… you still see them when you close your eyes…
Japan, carrying the weight of to many memories… to many deaths… to many could bes, might bes. Maybes…
America dealing with his own grief. His former brother, once care taker, perhaps even crush? He can't bare to watch him die again. America, while a war hero, has never been good at watching people die… Italy knows this from being his enemy quite a few times… He hates death. He's so young. Italy forgets that… He can't bare to watch people die. Especially if it's people he loves…
And then there is England, who has never had that fear and cannot understand America's weakness. It's not like he's really dead. He doesn't understand… Because they wont talk to each other about it. Both to stubborn, it's tearing them apart to the point where something disastrous might happen…
Canada watches, wanting to help but can't… afraid if he speaks up, no one will hear him…
Russia, who worries for his sisters who should not have been dragged to this, carries another secret… something dark… but no one knows what.
France… and China… Spain…
And his brother… Romano.
Their identical set of golden eyes meet. His brother who should never of had to bear what he is bearing… his memories that slipped over to Romano… He is so sorry that he has passed this burden onto his brother…
Outside…there is Austria… why did he come? Italy does not think poorly of the aristocrat, quite highly actually. But he wonders what force has brought the Austrian here? When the people he cares about most are safe… Switzerland and Liechtenstein and Ms. Hungary… why is he here? Who is in this house that he hopes to save so much that he's risking his life for them?
Italy doesn't know… but he is grateful. He is grateful at the strict lecture he received from the other. Austria has always been strict with him… but it was always for the best.
The numbers. The monsters. The memories. The death… it's all to much. He's tired. Everyone is tired.
He's so sorry that this has happened… he wants to save everyone… he will save everyone… he will… For even though they say it's not his fault, he knows it is.
He looks at his hands once more, he can't see the blood… but it feels like it should still be there. He feels heavy. Burdened…
He wants to go home…
He doesn't want anyone to die anymore.
He wants to save everyone…
Is it even possible?
Can it even be done?
He closes his eyes slowly… repeating the words that he has never stopped saying to himself since he got here…
"I'll save everyone…"
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I just watched HetaliaOni and caught up…. Then watched a whole bunch of animations and stuff. OMG it was amazing. I didn't have a lot of faith, not gonna lie… but despite the silly profile pics of some, and the OOCness at the beginning… it's so good. SO GOOD. Aaaaaaaaaaaa
It's amazing. So many riddles that need answering. So many shady things still going on! I at once got my spark back to write again, and I wanted to write about this. But I didn't know what. SO… I decided to do short little drabbles based on certain scenes or little gaps where people were alone and such. For a little pixel video game, it did a swell job of adding emotions… that last scene that's out between England and America. Oh god.. Only part that brought me to tears, but I was damn close at others. And the part with Italy and HRE. That too.
But I wanted to do something. So I thought drabbles would be good. Without taking to much away, but also doing my own thing. So it should be alright. Obviously there will be spoilers. (so don't read until you're all caught up) And this wont go in any particular order. It'll be all over the place. I also… don't know if this has been done before. I hope not. D:
Anyway, I hope you enjoy I'll do my best~