A/N: Hey guys! Back with a new story. A CHRISTIAN story this time. Hope you guys enjoy it. Please read, review, & enjoy :)
"Bullshit, Kamliah! I know you were with Christian!" Randy angrily shouted. His hand hit the wall and it made an indent, almost like it was going to break through.
"I wasn't with him, Randy! I asked him to take care of Lily for a few hours while I went to the gym and ran a few errands. He then took her to the park, so I met them there!" the five foot five, brown eyed brunette shouted back at the taller, angry man. "Why are you so mad at me?"
"I told you I don't want our daughter anywhere near that man!"
"Why? You two used to be the best of friends and now all of a sudden you hate him!"
"There are plenty other people capable of taking care of Lily, Kamilah!"
"This is such bullshit, Randal. You're getting mad at me for nothing." She turned on her heel, heading out of the bedroom. Just like she expected, he came after her.
"Where are you going?" he demanded. He saw her heading toward Lily's room. "And where are you taking Lily? You can't take her!"
Kamilah ignored the raging man, picking up her eleven month old daughter from her crib. With her in her arms, Randy couldn't touch her or yell at her. The diaper bag was already set to go, so she just picked it up and thrusted it onto her shoulder. She brushed past Randy. "Where are you going with her, Kamliah?" he demanded again, but time in a lower voice. He lunged for her, grabbing her free hand.
"Away from you," she seethed. "You can't be around her when you're like this, and neither can I. When you're done being a jackass, you can call me."
"You can't take her away from me. She's my daughter!"
"I can do whatever the hell I want." She slammed the door in his face, walking out on him like she's done countless times. She put baby Lily into her carseat and drove to the safest place she could think of.
Randy shoved his fist into the wall. He blew it. Again. He sighed heavily, running a hand through his buzzed head. Why did he always have to get at her over the stupid, little things? It wasn't his fault he had anger management. "You've done it once again, Orton," he said to himself.
Kamilah stepped out of the rain with Lily underneath a blanket so she wouldn't get wet and under the porch. She rang the doorbell and waited for it to be answered. Lily started getting fussy, so Kamilah danced around a little, patting her back, soothing her. She sighed of relief when the door opened.
"Kammie, what are you doing here? Get inside. It's cold and rainy. We don't want Lily to get sick."
"Thanks Chris. I'm sorry for showing up unannounced, but Randy and I got into it again. He found out I left Lily with you the other day and he blew up at me. I just didn't know what to do. I had to leave him so he would calm down," she worriedly explained as she set Lily on the couch. She was already fast asleep.
"You're joking, right? He got mad because I babysat Lily?" Christian made sure, sitting next to her.
Kamilah nodded her head. "I know I shouldn't of came here though. I think I should go back." She stood up, ready to head out and go back home, when Christian pulled her back down.
"No. I'm not letting you walk out on me like this. You have to let Randy calm down first. It's not safe for you or Lily if you're both home and he's seething with anger."
"But I have to go home, Christian. I feel like the longer I let him be mad at me, the more harder it'll get every day for us," she explained to him. "Can I leave Lily with you though? I don't want her around when I talk to Randy."
"That's fine, but just be careful, Kam. Call me right away if anything bad happens. I love you."
"I will. I love you, too." She gave him a tight hug, then gave her daughter a quick kiss. She ran back out into the rain and headed back home. Hopefully, Randy's cooled off by now and was much easier to talk to. She had to watch what she said to him or even did lately because he's been so hot headed. The littlest thing can tick him off real fast. When she got home, she was a bit hesitant to go inside. Well, more like scared to. She pushed the door open and looked around. Randy was nowhere in sight. "Randy?" she called out, but she got no answer. She walked into the kitchen. There he was on the ground, a few bottles of beer surrounding him. "Randy?" Kamilah called out once more. She took a few steps toward him, then knelt down. She lightly shook him.
Randy stirred at the feel of his body moving. His blue eyes shifted open and he saw a beautiful girl with big brown eyes in front of him. He saw her smile lightly over at him. He lunged for her and hugged her tight. "Kamilah, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have gotten angry. Y-y-you know my condition."
She sighed heavily. She knew he would blame it on his anger management. He always did. "I know, Randy, I know. Look, I didn't know that you would be upset that I left Lily with Christian, but he's her godfather. I can't deprive of him of her. He does have some right to see her. I didn't mean to make you upset, but I had so much to do that he was the only one that could take care of her. I'm sorry. It's my fault." She sat in front of Randy, her legs cupped to her chest and her chin resting atop it.
He leaned forward and kissed her forehead. He apologized. "No, I'm sorry, baby. I shouldn't have gotten mad at something as stupid as that. I love you and Lily and I just, I don't know."
"Don't know what?" she wanted to know.
"Why I'm like this. I feel like it's ruining us. We always get into fights and it's the same thing over again."
"Well, it doesn't have to be like that, Rands. I know you have an anger problem, but maybe we can try and fix it. Maybe see a therapist?"
"A shrink? I don't need one of those, Kam. I'm fine working on this myself."
"No, you're not. Baby, you get worked up over the smallest of things."
Randy's head snapped toward Kamilah. His already intense eyes began to grow cold. "Because I get provoked, Kamilah!" he shouted. He was doing it again. "If you don't provoke me, then we wouldn't be like this."
"But how can I not provoke you, if I don't know when I'm doing it? Every single little thing I do, you get mad at me. I don't know that it's my fault." She paused, taking a deep breath. "I came back to apologize, but I guess I shouldn't have." She stood up and began to head back out and go back to Christian's.
Realizing what he'd done again, he went after her. "Please don't leave me. I'm sorry, babe."
"No. I'll give you a couple days to cool off, have some time to think because I have a lot of thinking to do, too. In the meantime, I'll be with Lily at Christian's. I love you, Randy."
A/N: You guys like it so far? :)