(A/N: This poem was written after a great big arguement went on between my mom and I about two days ago. Part of this, where it gets descriptive is about me and it is true. Please read this and see what I have to go through everyday. T.T)
Escape
The blood of hatred is pumping through my veins,
Every seconds of every minute,
Every minute of every hour that passes me by.
Why the hell does he always have to do this to me?
What in the bloody fuck did I do?
The pain, suffering, crying, abuse...
I can't take it anymore.
The mental and the physical damage isn't as bad as the emotional damage caught deep within me.
My soul cries out for help, but I cannot seek the help that I need.
I cannot betray my own father.
I can't, as much I would love to, but I cannot betray my own blood.
Blood.... What is this entire load of bullshit?
Why must it be happening to be out of all of the bloody Earth?
Why couldn't it just be someone else?
As I sit down at the edge of my bed,
I hold a picture in my hands.
I stare at it longingly,
Gazing at the beauty that is enclosed within the photograph.
"Hermione...", I whisper into the silent wind,
Silently hoping that it will rescue me from this confusion, pain, angst, and desire.
As I am still entraced, looking at her beautiful face,
A stray tear falls from my eye,
Down my pale cheek,
Wetting her lovely face.
"No!", I scream out, knowing that the picture was the closest that I could get to my one love.
She is the closest thing that I can hold onto,
I no longer have a family.
My former family was abusive and they did not care for me at all,
Just for that bastard, Voldemort.
I weep in bewilderment and sorrow.
My mind escapes me and I sob even more.
Muffled laughs of insanity escape from my lips.
Is this who I am?
Is this who I am destined to be?
Then I will stray from destiny and fate.
I walk over to my window with my Firebolt 700.
I quickly escape the wrath of agony in a split second.
I only had to take that fateful first step.
"Sorry, Father," I mutter as I head to my love's house.
She greets me with uncertainity, as I explain everything to her,
She gasps at the horror.
Assuring her that everything will be fine,
I hold her in my arms.
Her parents are close by,
Watching their daughter associate with this total stranger that they knew nothing of or about.
I silently whisper in her ear the three fateful words that were to change my destiny and what everyone thinks of me,
Currently as a sorrowful, sorry git.
"I love you," I whisper into her ear.
She gapes at me,
Wishing that this was all a dream,
But it wasn't.
She closes tightly against me,
She says the same three words and another more.
"I love you, too," she says,
Closing the hatred away between us,
That was created long ago.
******************************
We looked at each other silently,
As the parents fade away into the darkness,
I realize that this is all just a dream...
(A/N: Hope that you liked it, here is alternative ending to the poem, starting from the astericks.)
*****************************
We look at each other silently,
There is no need for words.
We know what the other person is thinking,
As we are caught up and entranced in our very first kiss,
I hope that it isn't our last,
We love each other.
Escape
The blood of hatred is pumping through my veins,
Every seconds of every minute,
Every minute of every hour that passes me by.
Why the hell does he always have to do this to me?
What in the bloody fuck did I do?
The pain, suffering, crying, abuse...
I can't take it anymore.
The mental and the physical damage isn't as bad as the emotional damage caught deep within me.
My soul cries out for help, but I cannot seek the help that I need.
I cannot betray my own father.
I can't, as much I would love to, but I cannot betray my own blood.
Blood.... What is this entire load of bullshit?
Why must it be happening to be out of all of the bloody Earth?
Why couldn't it just be someone else?
As I sit down at the edge of my bed,
I hold a picture in my hands.
I stare at it longingly,
Gazing at the beauty that is enclosed within the photograph.
"Hermione...", I whisper into the silent wind,
Silently hoping that it will rescue me from this confusion, pain, angst, and desire.
As I am still entraced, looking at her beautiful face,
A stray tear falls from my eye,
Down my pale cheek,
Wetting her lovely face.
"No!", I scream out, knowing that the picture was the closest that I could get to my one love.
She is the closest thing that I can hold onto,
I no longer have a family.
My former family was abusive and they did not care for me at all,
Just for that bastard, Voldemort.
I weep in bewilderment and sorrow.
My mind escapes me and I sob even more.
Muffled laughs of insanity escape from my lips.
Is this who I am?
Is this who I am destined to be?
Then I will stray from destiny and fate.
I walk over to my window with my Firebolt 700.
I quickly escape the wrath of agony in a split second.
I only had to take that fateful first step.
"Sorry, Father," I mutter as I head to my love's house.
She greets me with uncertainity, as I explain everything to her,
She gasps at the horror.
Assuring her that everything will be fine,
I hold her in my arms.
Her parents are close by,
Watching their daughter associate with this total stranger that they knew nothing of or about.
I silently whisper in her ear the three fateful words that were to change my destiny and what everyone thinks of me,
Currently as a sorrowful, sorry git.
"I love you," I whisper into her ear.
She gapes at me,
Wishing that this was all a dream,
But it wasn't.
She closes tightly against me,
She says the same three words and another more.
"I love you, too," she says,
Closing the hatred away between us,
That was created long ago.
******************************
We looked at each other silently,
As the parents fade away into the darkness,
I realize that this is all just a dream...
(A/N: Hope that you liked it, here is alternative ending to the poem, starting from the astericks.)
*****************************
We look at each other silently,
There is no need for words.
We know what the other person is thinking,
As we are caught up and entranced in our very first kiss,
I hope that it isn't our last,
We love each other.